EVELYNN'S STORIES

Having sex doesn't make you a whore , just like having virgin doesn't make you a saint either .

2012-02-01T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiii ♥
I'm blogging while I'm studying . Awesome right ? My mummy says she going change our house ground rules again . Cause I'm busy using my phone while studying . OMGGGG ... She know that even if she change I will still steal my phone from her and use . So a little bit no point ah !
Anyway , I went to do physics notes for my lovelies friends . Awesome right ? I know it's a little bit funny that a person who knows nothing about physics and she can notes . Actually is my tuition teacher teach me one . ^^ Personally I feel I need so much tuition . I need tuition for physics cause for the first few lesson last year I'm sleeping and I'm in my own world . Chemistry because teacher always teaching her own stuff in her fast speed and we are always so slow in the catching up . And she pushed all the blames to us . Amaths , I think I know everything ley . Expect for trigo . I sucks at it . Why ? I don't know why ! :(
Ok , I shall go and do my chemistry notes now . (: Before that I show you my cute cousin . My elder cousin asked him to kiss him and he don't want . I ask him , he kiss me . WOOOO ~ over the moon !
*my hair quite straight ah*

Once upon a time , there's a prince and princess . But they can't be together because of a bitch .- THE END -

2012-01-23T21:12:00.004+08:00

Hihi , I'm not in the mood . GREAT .
My cousin gonna be boyfriend is so cute . He's funny . I'm in love with him . Hahaha , no lah . Joking only . ^^ Somemore , my cousin want me go couple date with them . As if I've a boyfriend .
Today Chinese New Year first day , luck isn't that good . Lost $23 bucks each with my cousin . Hope tomorrow will be a better day . And and and , tomorrow gonna go my grandma house early in the morning !
Ending the post with : FUCK YOU !

A guy who doesnt respect girls , doesnt deserve one .

2012-01-22T17:59:00.001+08:00

I blogged yesterday and I'm back blogging today . Heheheh ~ Good girl trying to blog everyday . (:
Today is CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE ! Excited ?? I'm super excited . ^^* Ok , how I spend today . I woke up at 10 and went to eat KFC ! Awesomely nice . I'm crazy right ? Ok , this is me . After eating KFC , I went home . I wanted to try to do my homework . But I didn't manage to do it . :( Know why ? Because my tv is addictive . My tv keep asking me to watch them . So I've no choice but to watch them . Hehehe ~ After watching , I'm super tired so I went to bed . ^~^ When I woke up , I on the tv and watch AUNTY LUCY . Today dinner was awesome , we have steamboat again . Same as yesterday . Yesterday steamboat was at my grandma house . It's fucking awesome ! Cause all my cousins was there playing and eating with me . Rarely my grandma house being so noisy . Today steamboat also not bad . Try one super nice abalone .
Anyway , tomorrow is CHINESE NEW YEAR . Where you gonna spend it ? I'm just going to my grandfather house and then to my grandfather brother house ; that's all . Second day , completely same event . But just different venue .

My younger sister doesn't seems to look my younger sister . In fact , she looks like my older sister . Oh ya , a couple of days again it's a birthday . Haven't got her a present :b Gonna get it for her soon . Thinking back , it's been ages since I've got her a present . I wonder what should I get for her ?

Sometimes , I wonder why some girls can endure when their partner kisses their ex . Won't they find it disgusting ? I'm not saying or referring to anyone (: ^_^

Even if the whole world object ...

2012-01-21T22:52:00.001+08:00

Hellooooo ...
It's been long since I last blog . If I'm not wrong . Hehehe ~ Yesterday was Chinese New Year celebration at Deyi . It's rather awesome ^^ Deyi hired lion dance for the celebration . But but but , there's a part with is rather disgusting . I totally cannot take it when fat people wear those very tight close and can show out their virginia . I don't know if I spell wrongly or what , but ya , it's I think it's ewwwwww . After the celebration , Yi Xian and I went out with my lovely tuition friends , Jerome and Darren , to science centre . Yi Xian is almost late for her tuition , so we cab back from Yew Tee to Ang Mo Kio . ^^ Jerome pay for the cab fees . (: Then we take bus back together . They lived near mine , so they walked me home ^^ Great friends I have . [;
Ok , today I went to grandma house for New Year celebration and Shu Luan and my sister's birthday celebration . We have ice cream cake . Ultra nice and expensive . Anyway , today played mahjong and won 5 bucks ^^ It's a good start for new year . (: Can't wait for new year [: Tomorrow is the eve ! Anyway , I think some of my friends are really super cute .

I hate feeling unimportant to people that are important to me .

Don't say you hate drama when you're always the one who starts it .

2012-01-14T09:27:00.002+08:00

Hi , I skipped school the third day . You guys might be wondering why I skipped today as today is Saturday . I skipped because there's camp . -,- you are paying money to cry . That's super stupid . Anyway , I hate her ! That's all . Check out my new post weekly !

I wish I could google how certain people feel about me .

2012-01-13T21:37:00.001+08:00

Hello ! I just posted on my Facebook saying I've a dead blog . And I when blogging the next moment .
Let's begin . School is a little bit boring for the first week . Never do anything special but just keep changing timetable . Hahah . My school is weird . OMG , I seriously hate Monday . I've so many books to bring to school . Second week of school is totally a waste of my time ! My maths teacher finished teaching our first topic . A little surprising right ? A few days and we are done for our first chapter . Anyway I've changed my sitting arrangement . I'm sitting beside Venice at the second row . Peiling is behind me and Yixian is sitting in front of me . I love my new sitting arrangement . Anyway nowadays , I'm skipping my recess and I'm staying in class cause I brought food to school . Save quite a lot of money ah ! Oh ya , I skipped camp . It's super boring ! I purposely skipped it . We are actually paying money to cry ! -,-
Anyway I'm intending to buy a baggu bag . Tomorrow , I'm going orchard with Felicia to check out on the baggu bag . ^^ Ok , shall end my post here . (:

It's funny that I can talk to people about him in hours but when it comes to talking with him , I become a mute .

This is life ~

2012-01-01T18:31:00.001+08:00

Hihi ^^ ages since I last blog . Ok , I went to USS on Thursday with my cousin . At first I though I would only be playing less then 10 rides/movies . But , actually I played almost all , expect cyclon and human . And I went home at 12 midnight and my mummy is super angry . Anyway happy 2012 people . Probably it would be suckish but ya , never mind .

EVELYNNNNNNNNNNN ~

2011-12-16T11:14:00.001+08:00

It's been ages since I has blogged . Ok , I'm just super lazy to blog about my Australia trip . But overall , it's quite fun . Ok , holiday is coming to an end soon . And , my holiday homework are not don't . I bet this is the best year of holiday I've got . I went to Malaysia , Australia , play bowling , flying kite , townssss and Kbox . Coming up is USS . OMG , super excited . I know I will take lots of pictures and confirm won't sit more than 10 rides . But never mind . ^~^ Ok , don't blogging . Shall blog again . Bye . Don't miss me . ✌

Chalet 17-20 November ^^

2011-11-27T20:16:00.006+08:00

Hihi ^ This is my 77 post . HEHEHEHEHE ! A few more post to hundred !! WOOOOOOO ~

Ok ,. let's blog about the chalet first before going into the next post . Chalet was quite awesome . Though we never BBQ . I know it's rather stupid to have a chalet without BBQ-ing . Actually , it's because all my cousins never tell me that they coming . So we never buy any food to eat . We only buy spaghetti . Haha , weird right ? As you can see that chalet was on 17 to 21 , we spent 3 days in the swimming pool . ^^ Practically , everyday swimming expect the day we check out . We also play pool , bowling and riding of bicycle . Let's talk about pool first . We play an hour plus . Cost $8 for an hour . Ok , then go play bowling . Two rounds of bowling with my sister , Jiahui and Jiayu . First round , I am the last and I am very proud of it . I only score 15 . Wahaha . Know why ? Cause I keep letting the ball to enter the 'drain' .So , the ranking was Jiahui first , Jiayu and my sister second and of course , I'm the last . Then , my cousin keep insisting to play the second round . So , second round , I became second . Cause my cousin taught me how to play . so , the ranking change to Jiahui first , me second , my sister third and Jiayu last . She super pai seh . Cause she keep saying she learnt bowling before . But , all her shots , the ball went to the 'drain' . Then , I'm behind her laughing at her . ^^ The next day , we went cycling at East Coast Park , which take us an hour of the time to walk from NSRCC . We cycled for 5 hours . AWESOME ??? After cycling , I turn black . SUPER BLACK ^^ But , it's ok . Alright , now shall go get ready to sleep now . Gonna blog about my Australia trip the next time . NIGHTS ♥♥♥

In another life , I will make you stay ~

2011-11-16T22:57:00.001+08:00

Hihi ^^ Life is awesome this few days . 15 November : Cycling at East Coast Park with Bonn , Jia Yu and Telson (bobo his nick name) . Bobo very cute !! He looks like Jun Wei ! 16 November : MOCK ASEAN at YCKSS . It's super awesome expect the food . Maybe not all the food ? BREAKFAST was super awesome !! The only table that have more than 20 plates was Deyi . But after eating breakfast my stomach hurts like shit . Hurt till now . Anyway , first time feel so bonded with the other fellow Deyians : Petrina , Nadra , Sintia , Murni , Daryl , Fredrick , Benedict , Vanessa and Ming Hao . Seriously , I didn't regret signing up or it . ^^ Ok , after MOCK ASEAN , I went to TYP . I don't feel like eating at all . The chicken rice cost 2 bucks but the chicken not very nice . As mention above , my tummy hurts . So , after eating I went toilet twice !! Hahahahah ! That's epic !! 17 - 20 November : CHALET ^^ Sure gonna blog with my sexy computer and post a lot of pictures at the chalet . When I'm back , I'm going Sydney . ^^ WOOOOOOOOOOO ~ So , 2 post with lots of picture or maybe 1 post ? I think 1 better . Ok , Don't miss me too much when I'm gone . Bye ~

Let's get wet together . ~

It speaks a thousands words .

2011-11-11T22:04:00.001+08:00

Hi ^^ this few days busy going out instead of working . Wednesday - Out to bugis with Bonn 😊 Super cute man ! He ate a footlong for subway . Hahah , he has a big stomach . Thursday - Out to the movie with my friend despite having fever . 23.59 super scary . I regret watching . At night go see doctor , doctor say I've infection . Friday - 11.11.11 , I went out with Bonn , Jia Yu and Jia Ren . Went sentosa and ktv ! ^^ They spend so much of money ! OMG ! See the beautiful picture below ? Bonn brought for me ^^

A good boyfriend will never want to change anything about you except for your last name .

2011-11-08T19:07:00.001+08:00

Hi 😊 ! The small boy is so so so cute ! Wahahahahah , I'm do bored nowadays . Have nothing to do ._. by the way , I've finally got my first pay . ^^ happy and sad . Happy cause it's my hard earn money . But sad because so little . At first I calculated the money and it's was wrong . I though they wanna scam my money . But luckily never :b

The hardest thing I've ever done is try and hold onto you as you started to let go of me .

No matter how many time you wish on 11.11 , toss coin and cross finger . If it's not meant to be , it's not gonna hapeen .

2011-11-07T00:25:00.001+08:00

Hello , gonna blog a short post . Ok , let's start . I've met a very cute guy . Hahahahah , I'm not in love with him ah . Peiling should know who I'm talking about :b hahahahah , ok , I'm gonna go sleep now. NIGHTS ^^

I love it when I catch you looking at me , than smile and turn away .

2011-11-04T17:14:00.005+08:00

I've my new Iphone 4s ^^ . Gonna blog with Iphone really soon . But , now I shall blog about my new phone . Is it super duper cool . I love it alots . Ok , but , one thing I hate is that I have to key the contacts one by one cause I've change the SIM CARD . Ok , I was really bored so , I took pictures of myself . Hahah , I think it looks super cute . ^^ Anyway , if you don't like it , get loss . Bye . ^^

Rumors are carried by haters . Haters are spread by fools . Fool are accepted by idiots .

2011-11-02T09:48:00.002+08:00

Okay , hi . It's only 9.49 am . And I'm awake at 06.45 . ^^
Went school to for my MOCK ASEAN . I didn't like today session . Cause the teacher is so boring . And she knows nothing about it . She expects us to know everything and yeah , we don't know . And she said , she don't like to work with people who knows nothing . Like seriously , what do you expect us to do when we knows nothing ? We have super weirds question to answer . I'm gonna finish answering soon . Wahahaha ~ Of course , I'm a pro what . :p
Anyway , I found myself an excuse . WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~ Not actually found . But , it's the fact . I have come back for school . :p If you happens to see this , then I'm sorry . But , I seriously can't attend . But , I actually wanted to plan a surprise for you . Should I ?
Anyway , later I've work . OH MY GOSH !!! World most boring thing . But , who cares ? I have my cousin along with me . (: Hehehehe (: Just found out that my blog post seems so short today . :( I'm so going go home to blog again . ^^

No matter how many time you wish on 11.11 , toss coin and cross finger . If it's not meant to be , it's not gonna hapeen .

My name is I . My problem is LOVE . And my soultion is YOU .

2011-11-01T15:04:00.003+08:00

It's been long since I last used computer . Today , I'm using computer for my MOCK ASEAN project . Kind of excited for my MOCK ASEAN . Can meet a lot of cute people ^^ . But , just finds that this year's topic is a little boring . Health care threats ? Boring ah .

Have you realise that all my blog post is with a cute picture of me ? Doesn't it makes my post longer ? Anyway , someone yesterday told me that she doesn't want to go with me to celebrate Jasreen's birthday . By the way . do I look as if I'm very rich ? I wonders why people say I'm rich . And often they likes to cheat my money . Why ? Why ? Why ? Never mind . Then next time I will wear T shirt and shorts to town . A little aunty ah . Wait , Maybe I won't . No , DEFINITELY I won't . :P

Blogging till half and it rain . Totally spoils my mood . Don't want to blog already . So , bye . Will blog next time . Reassure it will be a much longer post .

I can't tolerate nonsense . Oh wait , who can ?

2011-10-31T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hihi , Peiling asked me to update my blog ^^ So ya , updating ...
Now , feeling very troubled . Cause , I don't feel like working but I want money !
In a couple of days time , I'm gonna change my phone to iPhone 4s . Together , gonna make my line to student plan again . Cause my bill went boombs and I've to pay it all by myself . Then on Sunday , it's public holiday . So , DOUBLE PAY ^^ ! Very excited cause , I'll have money to pay my mummy cause of my fantastic bill . But , thinking back , a little not worth it . Worked of it and the money goes to my mummy -_- ! Gonna get my new Havaianas slippers ! Purple colour and it's only $20 ? About there ? Cause my cousin work there got discount .  So who wanna buy can ask me . I give you 35 % discount .  Lastly , I'm going for chalet . Wondering of I should invite Peiling and Jingyi . Should I ? I think yes . Cause I love them . Wahahahahahah ! Considering again :b
Anyway , I'm kind of angry now cause all thanks to someone . I said I'll reconsider and that person , force me to do so . Like seriously wtf lah . I no money also not I want one . I'm trying todos money already . 10 November it's jasreen's birthday . Still trying to figure what to buy for her . Wanting to ask a group of people to celebrate the birthday with her . (cause it will be cheaper) But also , can have more people celebrating with her . Idk lah !

I just caught 11.11 just now . And , here it goes for my wish - 'I wish I've more money' . Its simple I know , so ya , just grant me . Thanks 

Who say you are not perfect ?

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them , I'd be at the bottom to catch them .

2011-10-21T16:16:00.003+08:00

It's been long since I last blogged using computer ! ^^ Got backed all my results and I failed 3 . Hehe !! Quite sad ! But , can do nothing to do . Yesterday was kind of my worst day of my life ? Jasreen and Nicole didn't come school . Then , Peiling didn't come too . So ya , I was with Jingyi and Felicia the whole day . Kind of patched with Jingyi . Wahahaha ! Super happy . hehehe (: Shall blogged till here ! Bye ....

Love is when you shed a tear for him and you still wants him .

2011-10-18T20:27:00.002+08:00

Hello .....
It's been so long since I've last blog ! Bet my readers have decreased ! Well , just got back most of my results . And all are super disappointing ! Especially my chemistry and geography ! I failed Chinese and chemistry ! WTF  ! I don't understand why I got so low even I memorized for my SS . Just hope that I won't retain cause I failed my chinese badly and my combine science !
Geography was marked by Freddy Goh , he was super strict ! Keep wanna cheat my marks . Then ask him for marks give a very angry face ! Not only , the things that we were asked to memorized all only got 3 marks . Like wtf right ? Studied so hard and yet got nothing back in return . WHATISTHIS ? $&@^€%#*
Now , exam finished . And I seriously regretted not for studying even harder than I did . Principle Of Accounts was more disappointing . The stupid profit and loss make me forget the format . So didn't do as well as predicted !
Currently hope to do well for amaths . Partly because it can pull up my marks . The other reason is because I want an iPhone 4s badly ! Also , quite excited for the next meeting with my lovely tuition friends !
Mixed feeling now . Happy cause Jingyi and Peiling talked to me . Wahahahahahahah  Sad cause I seriously can't believe that you a person like this type . You gossip about me . Like what the hell ! Worst ah , still can say in a very sarcastic tone why my result drop ? You supposed to be comforting me . Aiya , actually quite expected . Just seriously can't believe you are that type of person . 
Ok , going to watch my taiwan version of F4 already ....... Byeeeeeeeee . Don't misss me ! :b heheheheheheheeheh ! I know you would . ^^

Jealousy is counting someone else blessing instead of yours . Jealousyis also an illness , so get well bitch ! 

2011-10-01T16:41:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooooooooo , the best time of my life is yesterday ^_^ ! It's the time of my life , and I never feel this way before . And I swear this is true ~   
I'm going Sydney soon ^_^ Going take Singapore airlines  ^_^ WOOOOOOOO ~ It's an overseas trip that the school organized . I'm the only one from my class . So , its going to be a lonely trip . But luckily , Vanessa is going with me ^_^ I'm having a mixed feelings , happy and sad . Happy cause I'm going ^_^ hehehh . Sad cause my friends are all not going . Going Sydney , I'm so going to eat a lot of delicious food ^_^                             Tee-hee !
Gonna buy back lots of things too ^_^ but something bothers me a lot is 'are we gonna have time to buy our own things ?' I hope yes . The first day when we reached , we are going to the fish market ._. Would it be fun ? It's market . I hope it would be fun . Going bring phone , camera and polaroid there ^_^ hope my films won't be used up ! I'm just too excited for everything !
Ok, gonna end posting here !
Byeeeeeeee 

Your words have become lies !

2011-09-29T18:27:00.002+08:00

It's been 9 days since I last blog .  (Y)    hahahahah ! A couple of days more would be the start of my END OF YEAR examination ! I've prepared for my humanities ! Super happy ! Hope my humanities would give me a As ! ^_^ I'm getting a iPhone soon if I score 70 percent for average ! I'm sure gonna get it . I cannot waste a single second on anything other than studies . If not , I can say bye bye to my iPhone (: I'm working hard for my motivation and that's my goal for 2011 !  Also , teacher say I maybe can go school overseas learning journey .    Provided to score well . I'm working hard for it ! Since you decided to leave me , my result would be better than what you expect ! Don't test me . Or you will lose your mobility ! Common on ! And let's see who's the ultimate winner .
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I have learn my lesson . So , I'm honing to let you suffer ! \m/

'Although they have warm hearts , type O can come off as arrogant or bitchy because of their pride' So that's me . Don't try me !         

Boom boom pile ~

2011-09-20T17:55:00.001+08:00

Heelllllloooooooooooooo .......
Seriously , very bored but I dk what to blog about ! Today Jasreen never come school . I so alone ! Then during recess , Nicole and Sophia was taking so much . Feel so left out . Oh ya , teacher tell us about Australia trip ! Jasreen , Sophia , Nicole and I went to take the paper ! All 4 of us wanna go ! But , we need to pass the audition ! Then was like kind of disappointing ! Hais !!! Then after school went Jasreen house ! She not feeling well . Slack a while then we went to eat KFC ! ^_^ hheheheheheh ! After going KFC , went home . Now , asking all my friend whiter they wanna buy inflatable water bottle . It's like only $3.20 ! ^_^ cheap ? Got design ! ^_^ WAHAHAHAHAH !  I hope I can go the Australia trip ! But , we still need to pay $1000 plus ourselves ! Like , WTF !!!!
Ok, shall blog till here ! Boomssss ~
Don't miss me !

Suppppp !

2011-09-19T18:26:00.001+08:00

Hello ~
Pretty bored , so blogging again ! Using iphone now !
Heheheh ! Went to watch smurf with my cousins on Saturday ! ^^ the show is like super nice ! I rate it 4/5 ! ^_^ heheehehe ! Going watch johnny English reborn tomorrow . Kind of excited ! Feel like changing my blog URL to armpit.blogspot.com . Hahahaha
Seriously , it makes me wanna puke whenever I see until armpit hair ! Ok , anyway , I'm kind of happy these few days . Exam is around the corner ! ^_^ hehehehe ! I love exams most . More excited for tomorrow school . 3 thong taught in school . Texting without looking , sleeping without getting caught and lastly teamworks on test/exams ! Anyway , all the best people .
Check out on tiny towel on iPhone ! Nice to play . Bye , shall blog again tomorrow ! ^_^ Don't miss me :P

The sweetest hello and hardest goodbye <3 !

2011-09-16T17:50:00.001+08:00

Ok ! Back again , hello !
The only thing I hate about blogging on phone is that the pictures have to be place after the text . Quite stupid ! LOL !
Yesterday I went so many people Facebook to disturb them ! HAHAHAH , actually quite boring that's why I did it . ^_^ HAHAHAAH ! The person I did disturb most is my school senior , lixin . She is also my cousin friend ^_^ . She quite pretty lah ! I also disturb Nicole ^^ . She is my monkey ! I've a monkey clique . Hahahahah , actually it was the aunty clique . But , recently , we change the name to monkey . Tee-hee ! Is the monkey name nice ? I think quite nice right ?
Ok , yesterday the girl guides cookies arrived . In which people ordered at July , it finally arrived . But , there is a lot of problem to it . There are millions of cookies tin missing . No idea why it's missing . We ordered extra tins and now , we are seriously lacking of 10 tins . So , Vanessa and I have to go tot he guides house to buy the 'loss' tins . WTF ! I
Okay , now , I have a lot of Polaroid fils at home . Anyway wanna buy from me ? ^_^ Is like 15 packs of films . I have kitty , Mickey , disney , miffy and plain . But the plain films come in twin pack . So anybody wanna buy ?
Anyway , tomorrow is Peiling's birthday . And it the day I change my braces colour too ! Super excited . But , I hate the tomorrow .
The post shall end here . Gonna blog tomorrow ^_^ ! Lots of love ^^

You may the sweetest hello , but you can't be the easiest goodbye .        

MOMMY MOMMY ! (:

2011-09-15T18:22:00.001+08:00

Helllo (: using iPhone to blog . Wonders it would be successful another . If it's successful , gonna blog everyday ^_^
Mid autumn was Monday . How dos everyone celebrated it ? ^_^ For me , I went to my cousin house the day before to celebrate ^_^ BBQ ! Woooo ! BBQ was seriously super fun . Hehhehehe ! My cousin all so cute . But the one thing i hate is my cousin stupid DOG ! Darn bastard ! Keep chasing after me . I think I too pretty already that's why keep chasing me . Then the stupid DOG go lick my hand . The moment it lick my hair , I seriously scream at the top of my voice . I hate pets and yet it go lick me . Seriously , the dog should go get a life ! Hahahahaha , time passes so fast . It's going to be end of year exam . Should I start preparing myself now ? But , no ? Whenever I thing about studies , I would be super stress . Sometimes I wish I would be smarter . Got no idea why my friends envy me . If I am like seriously very smart , why am I not in express stream . Regretted not doing well in PSLE . Anyway , hoping for Saturday's arrival . Changing braces colour and gonna watch my favorite smurf ^v^ ! YEAH ! <3 Mommy smurf is waiting for me ! Heheheh ! Let's smurf (: !

When you're gone !

2011-09-13T19:21:00.004+08:00

[The smile will never be the smile I used to smile after you have left]

Yeah , pretty awesome right the picture ? ^^ Hahah ! But , it's just all the past .

How does you feel when your best friend leaves you for someone else ? Sad ? Happy ? Or what ? Imagine it was you and experience the same experience as I do ? My bestfriend , left me . And , I'm very proud to say a loud SHE LEFT ME , REALLY LEFT ME ! What can I do ? Nothing right ? Like seriously , and then , imagine someone who is your dearest that betrayed you ? How would you feel ? Then then then , imagine your best friend being lonely and you are helpless about it . What can you do ? Well , that will lead you to have a mixed feeling . Happy , cause , she has her retribution . Sad , cause , she was once your best friend and when she was lonely and helpless , you could do nothing to help her (Person A) . Next imagine , your best friend knows the whole truth and yet , she is going to do nothing to revive the friendship ? What would you do ? The moment she was left helpless , would you lend her a helping hand ? For me , NO ! I WON'T AND , NEVER WILL I LEND YOU ! You stole everyone away from me and now what you want me to do ? You make me helpless . When I was hoping that someone that will take a step forward and help you , I know you tried to stop it. When someone else talks to me , you brain washed them . You steals them away . And now , you made me lonely for most of my lessons ! I bet you will be the happiest now right ? I hope one day you will get the desired retribution I wanted you to get . Go ahead and spread more rumors and gossip about me . I swear you going to have a hard time in the school . Maybe popular (in stealing friends) but , you will never have a friend that will stand by you when you need help . So what if you did (Person B) ?

Lastly , I will want to thank my darlings (Nicole , Sophia Jasreen ) . They are seriously very awesome ! They won't leave you alone ! Love chuuuuuuuuuu !

No matter how god wants you to suffer , there is still always a time he will let you enjoy . (:

Don't fear the enemy that attacks you , But the fake friend that hugs you .

2011-09-09T15:41:00.004+08:00

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Wooooooooooopps ! I went to buy alot of durian moon cake today (: Envy ? :P WAHAAHAHAH ♥♥ ^^ Stupid chinese alot of homework ! I can get nothing into my brain . I'm not doing ^^ HEHEHE , anyone following meeeeeeeee ? Maybe my Jasreen . (:
When A is not here , B acts do good . When B is not here , A is so good . When A and B is here , you two are a bitch !

A boy and a girl sitting together were both best friends
Boy takes out a rose .
Girl : Who is this for ?
Boy : Smiles and say: "This is for my princess. But I'm just too shy to give it to her."
Girl : Well at least try. She will be happy.
Boy gets up and goes away..
Girl : Hey, where are you going ? What about your rose ? Aren't you gonna take it ? Boy : I told you it's for my princess :) ♥

THE GRAMMIES AT STREET 42 !

2011-09-02T14:03:00.005+08:00

Boy calls his girlfriend at midnight..
Girl : Hey darling is everything alright ?
Boy : I wanted to tell you something important ...
Girl : Aww. but we just talked before too right ? Whats it sweety ?
Boy : I . I . I want to stop our relationship as girlfriend and boyfriend
Girl : *Speechless* Omg.. But. WHY? I didn't even do anything !
Boy: Cause I want to love you as my WIFE . Will u marry me ?

You are the everything I ever wanted

Will you marry me ?

Ok , my post go rawr rawr rawr rawr ~

You guys should have gotten back your result right ? I got it back yesterday . ^^ Let's go rawr rawr rawr ~~~ And , the party just can't get started . WOOOOOO ! Party party party ! Party rock is in the house tonight ! ~~~ Everybodyyyy just have a good time ! ~~ Anyway , how's your result ? ^^ Mine simply just went partyyyyyyyy ! I am super super happy with my results . . . . Top for 2 subject seh ! ♥.♥ hehehehehe

Ok , yesterday , it was teacher day celebration . And my school have an awesome concert done by those 501 and 502 people . Awesome max ! See the video above ! Put your hands up , put your hands up , put your hands up !

Hi , I'm a thief , here to steal your heart .

2011-08-26T17:47:00.006+08:00

I HAVE ALWAYS DONE EVERYTHING I COULD TO SHOW THAT YOU THAT I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING , YOU HAVE DONE NOTHING TO REALLY LOVES ME BUT MAKE ME CRY & YET YOU SAID YOU LOVE ME . BUT , IT'S ALL A LIE . I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE ME FOR WHO I'M TODAY .

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOO :)
I'm bored ! ^^ HAHAHAHAH ! I went gym on Wednesday with my bastard hubby and Nicoley ^^ HAHHAHA . Super epic ! I fell while trying to do some machine . Currently addicted to twitter again . Why I keep changing my hobby ? Argh ! Next wednesday , gonna go swimming with those ass . Those gym pictures nice ? We gym for 1 hour 30 min ley ! Awesome ma ? Quite miracle right ? ^^

新加坡生活压力大，所以人民生活不快了，你同意吗?试提出你的看法。Peiling , copy it ah !

Nice picture ? Ok , I think blogging with alot of pictures rocks . They can make your post be longer ^^

My girl guides farewell party was like 2 weeks ago and I'm super in love with this video . Tee-heee Is this video nice ? I super love it . ^v^

My awesome school logo ^^

6A forever . ~ ♥

5A ! ♥♥♥

Primary 2 . Cute ma ?

My primary school uniform very cute right ? ^v^ Tee-heeee (: I'm going to go back my primary school during teachers day (; TEACHER WHEN YOU SEE UNTIL ME , DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH AH ! (: HAHAHAHA

-I'd rather hear the ugly truth , than a beautiful lie.-

I'm afraid of being in a relationship, cause i know, it would never last.

2011-08-15T18:48:00.004+08:00

Hello .....
Like , seriously I didn't blog for almost a month . And , I
Can't be bother with you anymore . I'm rather lonely everyday . I've nothing to do . All I can do is to put up a face showing I'm happy . Isn't it what you want ? Is this call retribution ? Maybe it is ? I don't know . Perhaps , I don't want to know . :/
How I wish there is someone to care about me and show comfort . Maybe other than what my mother do ? What should I blog about ? First issue - My school is super boring . I went to see alot of disciple masters . Don't ask why . Some more Ms Ho keep pestering me to tie my hair . OMFG , I don't want and I don't like to tie my hair (for the time being) . I think I when I tie up , i look like some chicken buttocks . And yet , she can't be understanding . What she expects for me ? Why can't all teachers tie their hair too ? Why can't all teacher wear long skirt ? Why can't all teacher have their hair black ? And why can't all teacher clip up their fringe ? I did not break my school rules ok ! Then you keep pesterng me . Just only atthe pint of time , I don't want my hair to be tied up . But I promised , I will tie when September holiday is over . Alright ? stop bugging me for my pretty hair . Thank you . i will remember your kindness and I will definitely repay you wilth myt excellent results . ^^ Second - I WANT TO BUCK UP FROM MY STUDIES . Like seriously , anyone can teach me ? But , I am super happy with my AMATHS result . I PASSED ! 15/20 ^^ WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO ~ ! I wanna achieve better result ^^ . Third / last - my phone went hay wire just now . I called it " fever " . HAHAHA ! Super lame . I just merely went to facebook nd the whole phone lag turn black . After that , when I try calling it once , my phone keeps replaying the same song over and over again . Even when I hanged up the called . Luckily it's " fever " is over ^^ TEE-HEE ^^Ok , shall not blog anymore , I'm going to do my 'homework' now . WAHAHAHAHA ~

I am born to be somebody . Maybe the somebody belongs to you . Maybe it doesn't . If you want it , fight for it .

Another version of my story ~

2011-07-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

HELLLLLLLOOOOOO .......
Super sad these few days .
Do I look like I'm someone that's very bad ? No right ? Why you don't wanna talk to me ? WTF ?!?! I very bad meh ? Need to listen to your mother don't talk to me . Walao ! I never do anything right ? FUCK YOU SERIOUSLY ! -'- You listen to your mother then you don't have to consider my feeling la . Go away la . Don't talk to me anymore la . Not interested to talk to you already . If I'm just a contacts in you phone , when you are feeling bored and you text me , please immediately go and delete my contacts . I don't want my beautiful name in your fucking rubbish phone . THANKS . [ I talked to you . You ignore . I give up . Not interested in pleasing you anymore . Wanna steal all away , carry on . Go steal . Not forgetting . Please go and brainwash them . THANKS . ]
These few days after school have been hanging out with my girl guide juniors . :) PRETTY PRETTY AWESOME ♥ They are so pure and when you are hanging out with them you don't have to put a face mask . OH MY PRETTY BOY , I NEED YOU ~ Yes , so what if I need you ? Useless ! So , after I blog this out , you are going to go to them and brainwash them ? Faster go brainwash them ok ? I'm waiting for you to do that . Say , I'm hungry for power , please la . You more hungry can anot . Even if I'm not selected for the camp , you won't be selected too . 5 AUGUST , IT'S GOING TO BE THE BEST TIME IN MY LIFE ♥ The girl guide farewell party 2011 is back ! A lot of ideas were being rejected cause need to consider those HALAL people and VEGETATION .
When can I get back my beautiful smile ? I want it so desprately ! But , I know it's impossible .

I SIMPILTY THINKS THAT MY

JUNIORS ARE MORE AWESOME

THEN MY OWN CLASSMATES !

你是我的！♥

Everyday I write a different story !

2011-07-20T20:46:00.005+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLOOOOOO ....
Out of a sudden missed OBS . WHY ? Good or bad ?

I'm bored . Shall blog about what happen these few day :) Have a new cute sister ^^ She call Trina (: WOOOO ! Everyday after school we go slack together . HAHAHA ! Best memory I think is Monday ba ? Monday went to watch a 'show' . Tuesday went to WeeTeng house . I feel very weird . * SORRY * Today walked from Deyi --> Bishan Park Mac --> Bishan Active --> market --> School . Went Bishan Active wanted to find trouble but failed . The people called us dog and they are younger than us . They super coward sia . They talk to us first right ? Then we go find them problem also fail . :( End up they run away . == ASS RIGHT ? All the 3 days we went to eat mac ^^ Surely grew fat . :(

Then finally took picture with my best friend ^^ Yesterday take de . NICE ?

We are supposed to meet . But not supposed to be together . :(

Oh baby , it's tomorrow ^^

2011-07-09T22:15:00.004+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ....

Excited for tomorrow's arrival ^^ WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! Wondering how awesome would it be . (: Should I say I'm happy for tomorrow or should I say I feel nothing ? Mixed feeling . O.O

One months passes so fast ! A little hapy and a little sad ! :( Don't like the feeling of being ignored . How awesome can you go ah ? Always missing for nothing ? Blocked me on you phone ? Go fix your bloody bitchyy phone la ! Anyway , I have nothing to say . ^^ HAHAHA ! i'm too kind to have nothing to sat . OOOOOOOOOOPS ! today , too lazy to blog . I blog for fun . Going to blog tomorrow . ^^ It's gonna be a nice post for sure . (: Don't jealous ah !

I always remind myself not to care , but I always fail to do so .

An unforgetable day . (:

2011-07-04T16:19:00.006+08:00

I'm a bimbo ! :)
Camwhore

The havaianas gang !

Almost all the cousins !

SEXYGIRLS96 ♥♥♥

HELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO . . . . . . . . Yesterday is the time of my life ! ~ Can say it's one of the best day ever ! Cause , all my cousin celebrate my birthday with me ! ^^ WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! Went granny house around the afternoon and maid cooked a table of food for me ! WAHAHAHA ! I love her ♥ (: Awesome maid right ? ^^ Then we at grandma house until around 2 plus . We went to SENTOSA ! I brought 3 sunglasses , 2 electric fan and 1 cap . Cool right ? Took 135 to Serangoon then took MRT ! But , my EZLINK card no money ! Make me so embarrassed on the bus :( About 30 minutes time , we reached SENTOSA ! ♥ ♥ Another embarrassed thing happen . But , this time round not to me . To my cousin . HAHAHAH ! Her EZLINK , no money ! Cannot enter to take the train . HAHAHAHA ! Wait for me and missed the train . :/ Waited for the train . Mean while , trying to decided which beach to go . Decided to go Siloso Beach . The volleyball part . DIRTY TOILET ! :@ Played volleyball ! I'm kind the lousiest player :/ I don't wanna get near to the ball ! I keep running away from it ^^ Finally , I have the courage to hit it . And of cause , it need time to master . When I finally master the throwing part of the ball , my hand is already swollen and pain . My cousin askked me not to play but , I ignore and carry on playing . OOPS ! THAT'S BAD OF ME ! When beach ! ^^ Played with the sand and burried my cousin ! HAHAHAH ! Played with the water too . My cousin pushed me down :( Then I was so so so wet and all the enter my clothes ! :( It's super disgusting ! Then , I go pushed him back . :P But , He was so so so stable cannot even drop into the water . Then he come and dragged me into the pool . But , I'm STABLE ^^ HAHAHAHAH ! After playing with the water , went back to play volley ball . But no court . All thanks to all those self fish people . Put the ball there and went missing ! -'- Played match mode with cousin . 3 Sets . Set 1 HuiMin , JiaYu and I team A . WeeSiang , Eloise and my sister team B . team A won ! Set 2 JiaYu ,WeeSiang and I team A . HuiMin , Eloise and my sister team B . team A won ! ^^ All my cousins say JiaYu and I cannot be in the same team . Then they separate us . :( Set 3 WeeSiang , my sister and I team A . HuiMin , JiaYu and Eloise team B . Team B won . So , all my cousin conclude that whichever team my sister belongs to lost . HAHAHAHA . I agree ! Bathed and went vivo walked walked . ^^ Then went home . All I can say is that I eat alot . :(

What if I say , I forgetten him and I fall for you ?

AWESOME AND TIRING .

2011-07-02T21:40:00.003+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO . . . . .

Today went to Anglo Chinese ( independent ) seriously , the school is super awesome . Got swimming pool . ^^ Okay , I went there to do ushering ( I think I spell it correctly right ? ) duty . Quite fun la . Do duty for 5 min rest 1 hour . WAHAHAHA . Slack at the cafe . The purpose of wanting to slack there is because of the air con . ^^ Slack until Mrs Gruber need to call me back . == Actually is like we do the duty we do is like . When there's people arriving at the pick off station , we just need to fetch them in into the pool . So , actually there's is like only one school coming to watch . == For the competitor , we need to send them to the pool . Quite pathetic cause there's only 4 groups of competitor which are , Singapore , Malaysia , Thailand and Indonesia . Two groups of competition . Thailand against Malaysia . Malaysia won . Singapore against Indonesia . Singapore won . WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!! After the duty , I went to THE GRAND CATHAY to watch transformers . I seriously watch until I sleep . I cannot take all these boring shows . The show I think is mainly for boys . I seriously think that show very fail . I will only rate it 1/5 . Sibei fail . If it's a interesting show , I will definitely not fall asleep . Now , I have nothing to post . == So , I wanna go play facebook game . I LOVE FACEBOOK GAMES . RECENTLY ADDICTED .

You won't know whether he's the right guy until he shows you the true colour when you guys break up . :/

It made me feels like giving up .

2011-07-01T19:30:00.006+08:00

HELLLLOOOOOOO . . .

Anyone miss me ? *joking joking*

I'm super tired and shag by now . I regretted doing so many things . O.O amazing . Ok , for the sick of the NGPEILING , I'm posting for her the chinese homework topic .

爱恨交缠的淤痕
在这篇文章里，邱凡峰因为一场误会，给谭幼今老师(作者)带来了伤害。假设你是故事的邱凡峰，试写一封 e-mail 给谭幼今老师，表示你的老师的歉意、愧疚与对她的感激、以及母亲看医生的状况、自己的打算。 (300 字)

邱凡峰 : 写信人
谭幼今老师 : 收信人

E-MAIL :lijingjin1988@gmail.com

GO DOWNLOAD : 搜狗输入法 [ But , I don't think can download from there ]

*NGPEILING , PRETEND YOU ARE 邱凡峰 THEN YOU NEED APOLOGISE TO 谭幼今老师 !

I spend so long typing it . Must seriously thank me a lot ah . Or else you will get 0 for your Chinese assignment . PRAISE ME , PRAISE ME ! (: I'm super tired as days passes ever since school open . :( I used to be excited for the re-opening of school but , now , no more . I don't wanna go school anymore . Everyday I go school , I will definitely sleep in lessons . Is like whenever papers and teachers pop out in front of me , I will definitely sleep . Monday , I slept during physics . Tuesday , during POA . Wednesday , during Physics and POA . Thursday , supposedly to be assembly . And today , during Chinese . Cause , teacher is reading the story book . Then I was like focusing until I sleep . I REALLY DID TRY TO FOCUS ! But , I can never focus . T think I need to drink coffee everyday instead of Milo already . But , I don't like coffee . I tried drinking coffee last time and I have tummy ache . So , should I drink coffee ? But ,seriously if I don't drink I will be sleeping every time in class . The other issue is I disliking my new time table . Seriously , EVERYDAY, my stomach is growling in class . And , it's like non-stop . So , from today onwards , I need to have food in my bag everyday . Or else , seriously , I would be starve to death one day . Now , shall do a rough talk about what's I'm busy for these few days . Thursday - After school , I went AMATHS . Then to my grandma house to sleep . Too tired to do homework . So , I didn't even do a single homework . I went to school to copy :X then at night , I help my sister to do her history PowerPoint . Seriously , I think I'm very great . A very big saint . (: Friday which is today - I went AMATHS . (: Then to girl guides to plan for the farewell party . Seriously , it is like WTF !!!! We only have $50 budget . == So , everyone has to contributed to the party . Tomorrow - I'm going for girl guides duty at 6.45 a.m until like 12 p.m it's maybe going to be on tv . ^^ WOOOOOOOOOOO ! ! Then after that going Orchard to watch transformers . ^^ 3 free ticket that my mummy take . ^^ *JEALOUS ? * Pretend and say YES ! :P Sunday - going to my grandma house and then to Sentosa to celebrate my birthday ^^ WOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! I'm super excited for the arrival of these two days . (: Not only , I completed my homework when I'm in my grandma house just now . Make me feel more happy . But , seriously , my chinese CMI . :( Don't care about it anymore . >< Now , it's time to watch tv . (: Shall not blog already .

A 16 year old girl holds hands with her 2 year old son . People call her a slut , no one knows she was raped at 14 . People call another guy fat . No one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be over weight . People call an old man ugly . No one knew he had a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war . I’m mistaken for a flirt when I’m friendly . I’m mistaken for a bitch when I’m blunt . I’m mistaken for sad when I’m alone . I’m mistaken for shy when I’m quiet . Quit assuming & get to know me .

Together we commit the perfect crime , I steal your heart & you steal mine

2011-06-29T19:26:00.002+08:00

Love is always open arms , if you close your arms about love, you will find that you are holding youself . Remember that life is short so break the rules , forgive and forget people quickly , love the special person truly'wholeheartedly , laugh uncontrollably when jokes happened and never regret anything that made you smile in your life. Always be yourself , Dance as though no one is watching , Love though you have never been hurt before , Sings though no one can hear you , Live as though heaven is on earth .

Everyone change .

2011-06-29T18:45:00.003+08:00

HELLLOOOOOO ....

I't s been so long since I last post ! Maybe not long ? Dunno ? It would be just a short post . I don't know why I can't upload pictures . So , just bear with no post that has no pictures .
I though school would be fun when it reopen . But , seriously it's not . I seriously hate my new time table , my class and my clique of friends .

You have changed . Seriously , you aren't the person I used to know . I'm not saying anyone in the clique la . Seriously , I think there's something wrong with you . Maybe is because you can leave people out . But people cannot leave you out .
Ok , today I just wanna blog about my school from Monday until today .
Monday - Seriously very boring . The time table seriously sucks to the very max . Recess so late . Cannot take it so , I just sleep in class . When for AMATHS . Teacher never collect homework . :( Made me do for nothing ! After AMATHS , went to eat at sushi shop with my sister ^^ I cheat her money . :P Then got tuition with my cousin . She is good but . It would be better if she treat me eat Oreo cheese cake . HAHAHA . She didn't treat Oreo cheese cake but instead she treat MAC ! ♥
Tuesday - Slept in class ^^ After school went to eat MOS BURGER with Jasreen . Then to TTS . Bring my grandma to do her check up . I so good right ? Supposed to have tuition . But , cousin not free . So , just stay at home at night . :(
Wednesday - Today recess is super late . Can call it lunch man ! So , luckily , I brough food to eat . Went hub after school with Jasreen to meet my stupid ASS [ Crystal ] for lunch ! She is super late . Guess what ? Went to eat MOS BURGER again . Followed by , we went walking in hub . Walked to AMK central and someone interview my ASS and me . But I hid behind the ASS . She is going to be on tv . So , watch out for my ASS . Then went girl guide company to ask about the ranking stuffs .
Now , my mummy is not at home . :( I'm so lonely .

I wish love is like what dentists say .. ' Tell me if you can already feel the pain so that I will put anesthesia . '

I'm all ready to give my last boooooom .

2011-06-26T15:13:00.003+08:00

Hellooooo ....... I'm wearing the OBS shirt to post this fantastic post . Readers must feel honoured . == I know it's stupid . But never mind . (:
Maybe this shall be the last post until the next holiday . MAYBE . (: I love posting a picture in the post I blog . Maybe it's the new trend . And it also makes my blog post longer . WAHAHAHAHA ! Today post shall be how much ready I am for school .
New bag ? New wallet ? New pencil case ? Text books all in ? Homework all done ? Hair cut ? Ok , I'm just 75 % ready for school . Cause I don't really know what to bring . Homework just 50 % completed . How awesome can I go ? HAHAHA . I bet first day of school will have super lots of checks . Then super lot of lectures too . For me maybe ? Cause as I mention my homework's are all not completed . And I don't intend to do anymore . I do , left some which I don't know also will get scolded . Don't do also get scolded . So what's the point of doing it ? And first day of school I have to face my stupid AMATHS teacher . :/ He is super #%&#$*^ . Hard to describe him . Sometimes very good . Sometimes like having PMS . But , I'm sure I won't be scolded by my AMATHS teacher regarding homework . Cause , I completed doing my AMATHS homework . FIRST TIME !!! Feel so happy for myself . But for MATHS , POA and CHINESE . [GG.COM] . Maths got 6 practice . I do all . But alot of blanks . POA , got 2 worksheets . I only do the second worksheet but only do 2 question . ^^ Chinese , don't need to say . Not a single report done doing . Then still need to read 6 stories . And none is read . ^^ How awesome can I go ? ^^ Now , I am wondering how heavy every body bag can go ? My sister one is as heavy as putting a few gold bars in it . Whereas mine is as light as putting feathers . Same living as humans but have different life . What about yours ? Now many percent ready are you for school ?

- We are born in relationship , we are wounded in relatiosnhip , and we can be healed in relationship .
- Love is never a mistake . It is either a very good relationship or an even better lesson .
- A relationship between to people is like a house . When a light bulb burns out , you don't go & buy a new house . You FIX the light bulb .
- If a woman is quiet , it doesn't mean she is mad at you . She is simply giving you a chance to think about what you have or haven't done .
- Love isn't just how much you tell somebody you "love" them . Its a matter of how far the extremes are that you would go to for this person .
- FEAR : Fuck Everything And Run .

From the thing I hate , to the things I love . It takes a lot of time .

2011-06-25T18:46:00.005+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOO ......
Is my smile cheerful ? Yes right ? From all the smiles above , theirs a story behind it . Just because you know my name , doesnt means you know who I am . My eyes tell a story of a happy girl. The girl who never cried herself to sleep. Her smile shows a girl who's never been hurt , who's never prayed to die but her heart says differently.

Today , I wanna blog about GIRL GUIDES ! (: How I enter girl guides . And since when I like it .
When I am in Primary school , I promised myself never to join or get in into uniform group . But , I ended up getting into it . All thanks to the pathetic school I entered . All the CCA need to go for selection . :/ I though they say you want then go for selection . So I did not turn up for any CCA selection . :P So I put the CCA I want in those choices I have . When submitted , teacher reject . Only left with choir and girl guides . (: So I choose CHOIR . SHOCKING right ? I enter CHOIR ! ! ! I went for the first session . and I have decided to change CCA to girl guide . GIRL GUIDES . Secondary 1 girl guides life sucks . Every time drills drills drills . See those idiotic faces . And hear all those unnecessary comments and scolding . You know it feels like getting scolded for nothing ? Packing and yet being blamed not packed ? Being in a patrol with every body you don't know ? Seeing many weird faces ? That's how secondary 1 girl guide life is . One word to describe : MISERABLE . When people asked you want CCA you are in , there will always be an awkward moment . The feeling of you wanting to tell people and scared of their mocking . Life is miserable when you are in secondary 1 . When promoted to secondary 2 , teacher put positions in some of us . I was excluded . Of cause it made me hate girl guides more . I think teacher is biased . I hate the teacher a lot . And I never like her . Secondary 2 girl guides is now a little more fun . Lesser drills , more test works and a little more of games . So secondary 2 girl guides life is kill all thanks to jealousy . I mean the first semester . Second semester , I loved girl guide . Cause , my senior like my best partner , ChengMun , and I . We are from different class . Basically , different streams . Every thing is different . Every thing that was assigned to me was assigned to her too . Ok , get back , shall not talk too much about my friend . This post is mean for girl guides . HAHAHA . We got the notice telling us that we are going to be incoming leaders . So , we really have to put in more effort in girl guides . So , I have to like it more than any other people . That's the secondary 2 second semester girl guides life . secondary 3 ,we got our ranks . Mainly , second highest rank . Highest rank is yet to be decide . It will only be told at the end of the year . But though I think getting one of the highest rank can help me to get good testimonials and more CCA points , but it leads to a lot of conflict between us . When we asked our friends to come girl guides , they think we have misused our powers . When we tell teacher why they aren't turning up , they say we sabo them . What you expect us to do ? Seriously , we are humans . But , I hope they can be a little bit more understanding as I think that asking you guys come isn't anything bad for you . Instead , I think it have more pros then cons . Just hopes that my friends all can come CCA . It isn't bad . Trust me . (: Done posting about girl guides . My loved for guides have grown over 2 years . I LOVE GIRL GUIDES ! (:

When you are flirting with someone and your partner isn't jealousy about it . Ditch him/her right now . True love shows that your partner is always jealous no matter what actions or things you do .

I need you yesterday , today and tomorrow .

2011-06-24T17:11:00.010+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO . . . . (:
I went to cut my hair again . Know why I use the word again ? Cause I just cut it on Friday , the week before I went OBS . It's barely 2 weeks and I cut again . :/ This time round , I cut my fringe super super short . It's partly because of the IC photo . So , I woke up 8 with my sister and mummy . So early right ? Wake up and went to Yishun to cut my hair . My sister reborn her hair , my mummy does the reborn-ing and treatment and I do treatment . And of cause all of us cut . reached Yishun and took SMRT bus . I hate taking SMRT buses . So does my mummy . SMRT buses makes our head dizzy . == But the only benefit is that it's long enough and can fetch more passengers . More passengers only brings you more money .

From left to right . Jasreen , Evelynn , Peiling

Is this picture nice ? Nice right ? They are my best friends . I loved them . Ok , I shall blog about Jasreen first . Since secondary 1 , we are not close . We just became close this year . Ever since we became close , we engage to each other on Facebook . (: She's my 'boyfriend' . We only quarrel once . Because she helping me to carry books from my locker to class . Then she's angry with me . :( But , just a few hours laters we are ok . (: Jasreen went to the same POA tuition as me . ^^ I love it alot . We are always late together and early togther . And , we get irritated by MARCUS together too . He brought me hershey chocolate and a bowl . ANd he brought for Jasreen hershey chocolate with a bowl or a big cup . :/ I forget already . Oh ya , he still like Jasreen . HAHAH . He asked me to woo my darling for him . Of cause I 'did' . HAHAH ! Now , let's talk about Peiling. We are close friends since secondary 1 . Then became not so close . Then close again . (: We just went out on Tuesday . TWO OF US . We went to bugis and buy new shool bags . Actually , she wanted to buy more of the Pink one . But , she thinks that the Pink is ugly . So she buy the same colour as me . ^^ But , it lead to a misunderstanding between some of us . == . It's better to tell the truth now then hurting you . What's wrong with telling you the truth ? Best friends always tell each other the truth rather than letting you witness it . So Peiling has been so troubled with this matter for a couple of days . WE SHALL BE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER ♥♥

Know what ? While I'm trying to blog this out , I'm playing pet society . It's a Facebook game . I used to like it alot . Then I don't like it . Then I like it again . HAHAH . I'm weird . The above pictures are my rooms in pet society . NICE right ? ^^ In pet society , we can hug , kiss , haha , bam and dance with your friend's pet . Out of a sudden , I find that pet society is super nice . ♥

I may not get to see you every moment , every min , every second , everyday & I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I only know , you're the one that I love & I can't let you go. ♥

When boredom arrives . . .

2011-06-23T14:11:00.006+08:00

Helloooo . . .
Is that picture there nice ? I went to set it up as my facebook profile picture . I find that it looks like an aunty . Anyway , I just updated my phone ^^ . Then Nicholas though I brought new phone again . Cause I use 2 type of facebook == . Ok , shall get back to the topic . I just wasted 5 min cause I was busying putting medicine on my leg . My leg is super itchy all thanks to OBS . Not only itchy . Also got alot of pimples mark :( . Very sad cause alot of pimple . Ok , now it's time to start the post .

A : has a smile to die for
B : is a nerd at times
C : can kick your butt
D : great friend
E : has beautiful eyes
F : wild and crazy
G : HOT!
H : likes someone
I : best boyfriend or girlfriend
J : is really sweet
K : gorgeous
L : a good kisser
M : can be funny and dumb at times
N : easy to fall in love with
O : has one of the best personalities ever
P : popular with all types of people
Q : nice butt
R : gives good hugs
S : very open-minded
T : makes people laugh
U : is loved by everyone
V : not judgmental
W : very romantic
X : never let people tell you what to do
Y : very HOT!
Z : makes dating fun

Make your name by using the letters above .

EVELYNN

E : has beautiful eyes
V : not judgmental
E : has beautiful eyes
L : a good kisser
Y : very HOT!
N : easy to fall in love with
N : easy to fall in love with

Do you think agree ? I don't agree with it . That's all I can say .

Anyway , what should I blog about ? I shall blog about myself then .

I was from Marymouth Convent School ^^ . A girl school . When I'm in Primary 1 , I always get first few . Quite sup rising ? But , when I'm in Primary 6 , I always watch tv . So , I normally get last few in class . Luckily , we don't write our position on our report book ^^ . Or else , I will get scolded from my mummy every time I get my report book back . HAHAHA . get back to Primary 6 . You know we have a major exam right ? The day before my exam , I am still busy watching tv . I though that I'm able to make it into express . But , I enter normal . When I first saw my result , I am very sad . But when I know my friend who is a smart girl enter normal too . I think I'm not sad anymore . I'm crazy (: . I remember the first exam I took in Deyi , which is called the MID YEAR EXAM , I got second place ^^ . I was quite happy and proud of myself . When I'm in Marymouth , for whatever exam I sit for I always get last few . But in Deyi , I'm first few . WOHHOO ! Happy to the max . Then , for secondary 1 end of year , I got first . I am super sad cause I study so hard for my history and yet , I fail . And it cause me not able to just to express . Is like just only a few marks and teacher still don't wanna push me to express ! From then on , I gave up on studying . Not really give up . Is like , I don't wanna study anymore . So I went secondary 2 with a sad mood . Time passes when MID YEAR EXAM comes again , I don't really study . I think it's really useless . But still , my mummy forces me to study . So I just pretend that I've study . Sit at the study table , open a book and use my phone . Until today I still do that . I got 5th position . I was happy . But , my mummy is super angry with my result . She know I never study . Then , I say I tried my best == . She scolds me , ban me from everything and I totally have no freedom . Still got ask me to break up . == I don't really care la . I continue to play , watch tv and sleep all day . End of year , I jump 1 person in front . (: I was happy . As usual , mummy wasn't . But , who cares ? I was offered O level Maths and O level Science . Which mean when I'm in secondary 4 I can take O level ^^ . When I am offered O level Maths , I can choose whether I want A maths or not . So , I though A maths is easy , so I take up the offer . And at the same time , my cousins all told me that when we take A maths now , when I enter poly , I don;t have to take A maths . Which means , I don't have to go to school on the day they have A Maths . This year , secondary 3 , I think studies is super important . Idk why I think so . Maybe cause Han Keat keep telling me it's important ? Idk ? ! This year , I got 3rd in class . I'm super happy . I forced my mummy to parent's meeting . HAHAH , That was before I know what's my position . I forced her there is to let her see my wonderful teachers . (: I loved my teachers . They keep praising me to my mummy . Make me feel so happy . MR RAVI AND MS JEANETTE LEE MY BEST TEACHERS . It's my honour to have them as my teachers . I want they be my form teachers again ^^ . I didn't expected me to get such a high position in class . And the percentage was even higher than what I get for the pass 2 years . I didn't expect a pass for humanities and English . Ok , shall not blog about my studies anymore . This year I think I've turn rebellious . I go out almost everyday during the holidays and dye my hair . Luckily , I didn't go alter my skirt (: I've decided not to alter my skirt since I'm secondary 2 . Yesterday , i went to try out my school skirt . I think it became shorter . == I got no idea why . is it I grew taller or My skirt went shorter ? I am still very curious about it . Shall not blog anymore . Off I go to do my holiday homework then to watch those shows I miss when I'm in OBS . ((: BYE ~

1 YEAR ,
12 MONTHS ,
365 DAYS ,
8760 HOURS ,
525600 MINUTES ,
3153600 SECONDS ,
EVERYDAY ,
EVERYNIGHT ,
EVERYTIME ,
I ALWAYS MISS YOU . ♥

Ever since I fall in love with you , I was never once happy.

2011-06-22T10:06:00.002+08:00

Today , I'm gonna blog for someone . ~ Two sweet guys (: The first person shall be my korkor Nicholas (: He is super sweet . ILOVEHIM . As in brother and sister love (: But , Peiling keep saying we stead . == A little quite lame . But , we aren't couple la . We are just very good friend . But , I think a little bit weird to have boy as best friend . But I don' there is a problem with it . If I have no problem with it , why you must have problem with it ley ? He is even sweeter than my boy . Hope my silly boy can be sweeter than him . Then I can get diabetes . Hahahaha , touch wood . Ok , get back to Nicholas . He is my very very good friend . I think same ranking as my close friends ba ? Cause he is always there for me . Me and Nicholas , good friend . Oh ya , he gonna change the phone to same as me ^^ Wooooh , 'couple phone' . Okay now , I wanna talk about _______ . Cannot say the name (: . He super kind and sweet ♥ . Common baby , it's our love ♥ . Oh my, yesterday message was super touching . I almost cry . Wanna see how sweet my stupid silly boy can go ? Ok , I write out the message let you see ^^ . Should I ? NO NO NO , I SHOULDN'T . Silly boy write that for me . Only me . So , I'm not gonna share with you guys :P . How sweet can my silly boy be ? Of cause sweeter than any one's boy . Ok , get back . Idk why I like to say get back == . Ok , seriously get back to the boy topic . Hello , baby , I asked you to see my blog right ? Have you read my touching post for you ^^ ? You know why I post someone first then yours ? Cause , always save the best for the last ~ Let's start the touching post . I can never do anything for you . But just seriously , I think I'm not good . Oh my , I think I'm not good . == Or maybe you are just too good for me ? Who knows ? What should I blog for you ? Ok , seriously I think vulgarities can't get you any where further . Though I know boys like to say , but I think it's like very what lo . I think not civilised at all . Wanna be civilised ? Please don't say any vulgarities . I hate vulgar people . Wanna say vulgarities , only use the word 'fuck you' I think it's the best . (: I'm a little crazy . Crazy as in asking people not to say vulgarities but say vulgarities == . Oh ya , you told me that you don't smokes ^^ . AWESOME MAX ♥♥♥ hate smokers . (: I love the fact that you don't smokes . Smokers = smelly ass . What can I still blog ? You are super kind . I can always bully you :P . Hahaha , I love bullying you . But , I won't bully you . ((:

Oh silly , you haven't wake up . What a big pig you are ? Maybe a very very very big pig ? WAHAHAHAH (: Faster wake up and see my superrr touching post ^^ Sweet right ? But I think it can still be sweeter . If you wanna be sweet , I think you can wake up earlier . You this FAT PIG ! WAKE UP LA ! And , I think it would be sweeter if their's is morning messages and mignight calls (: . HAHAHAHAHA , quite stupid . Am I bad ? Remember what I told you ? I used you ? Ok , seriously super sorry . Idk whether you can see this a not . ILOVEYOU (: . So , faster wake up la . STUPID PIG !

My name is I

My problem is LOVE

My solution is YOU

Falling in love takes courage and bravery. It takes time and commitment. It goes through the ups and the downs. Nothing about it is perfect, it's all

2011-06-22T09:34:00.004+08:00

Hellloo , I wake up early in the morning just to remember what I wanna blog about . Quite stupid right ? OK , get back . I think I have forgotten to write something in the 8 points yesterday . So , now I'm gonna change the 8 points to 10 points . Okay , the ninth , I want my boyfriend to be SOMEONE THAT CAN GIVE ME SECURE (: Being secure as in giving you unconditional love . Giving alot and expects nothing in return . That's a super awesome sweet person . Lastly , I want A VERY CUTE BOYFIREND (:

No one is perfect . But to me , you may be the best .

2011-06-21T20:47:00.005+08:00

HELLLOOOO . . .

Today's topic shall be what type of guys should be the ideal for me . Quite retarded post but , I'm going to post this . IT'S FOR YOU TO SEE . -'- 8 BIG POINTS . BETTER REMEMBER IT . I WON'T REPEAT MYSELF .

My ideal boyfriend shall be a guy that don't scold VULGARITY ! Vulgarity is like so == . Why boys like to say it ? I don't understand lo . Saying it won't really brings you anywhere further . For example , if you loss your girlfriend . Saying vulgarities won't make her come back to you . Fall for you in the same tricks that you like to use ? == Next , the ideal guy SHOULDN'T SMOKES . I hate the smell of cigarette . Whenever I smell it , I'm gonna vomit . Though my father smokes and I should be use to the smell , but I still hate it to the very max . Smoking is a way to relax ? No , it will just get you into bigger trouble next time . For example , you will lung cancer . And you will die earlier . Won't your parents be more sad ? If I'm them , I will be super sad . Lost a child cause of a cigarette ? It will be super stupid . Third , please don't get yourself into any TROUBLE . Getting into trouble for a girl ? Not worth it la . (: Fourth , CARES ABOUT ME . Which girl doesn't ? Ok , in a very stupid way . Just like whatever I do , you will be super jealous . Isn't it super cute ? I think it's cute to the max . Then you can be cuteboy__ . HAHAHA , I'm super random in that . Not only , I want a boyfriend that will care if I flirts around . HAHAHA , I loves to flirt around with anyone . If you are trying to be nice , he call you a flirts . If you dress nicely , he say you are a snob . If you wear sexy , he says you are a slut . If you argue with him , he says you are stubborn . If you are quiet , he says you are stupid . If you all him , he says you are needy and clingy . If he calls you , he says you should be grateful . If you don’t love him , he will leave you . If you don’t fuck him , he will say you don’t love him . If you do , he will say you are easy . If you tell him your problems , he will say you are irritating . If you don’t , he will say you don’t trust him . If you lecture him , he will say you are bitchy . If he lecture you , it’s because he ‘cares’ for you . If you break a promise , you can’t be trusted . If he breaks it , he won’t give a fuck . If you cheat , he will expect it to be over . If he cheats , he expect to be given another chance . I also want a boyfriend that won't flirts around . But , I think I will flirt around . (: Fifth , I want a boyfriend that is super KIND and FORGIVING . I don't like a guy that is super kp . Act as if you are the only one in the world == . Please , there are million of guys more . A girl choose you because you are the one she thinks that she can entrust her life to . Don't disappoint her . SIXTH , LOVE ME AS WHO I AM . Ok , again which girl doesn't ? I don't want you to change for me . Neither do I want to change for you . Isn't it stupid to change for each other ? But , isn't it the fact that when you like someone you will be willing to change for her/him ? So , actually , I don't really mind if you change for me . I think I will change for you too ? Maybe ? Perhaps ? Who knows ? Ok , get back seventh , YOU MUST BE YOURSELF . Be yourself in the sense that be what you want to be be what you are . Don't change over a night . Remember , nothing last . Lastly , I WANT A BOYFRIEND THAT HAS ASPIRATION , A BOYFRIEND THAT HAS DREAM TO WHERE HE WANNA BE . Isn;t it better to have dreams ? Everybody has dreams . Everybody need dreams . Who don't need dreams ? Is just the matter of you wanna know . Wanna explore more into yourself . To know you yourself better . Okay , don't posting the 8 rubbish craps . (: Now , I think I'm gonna go and sleep . But before I sleep , I heard something my mummy tell my sister . She asked my sister not to go OBS . She said when I'm back , I'm black . == OKAY TIME TO SLEEP . Must miss me ah . ><

Dance as though no one is watching you . Love as though you have never been hurt before . Sing as though no one can hear you . Live as though heaven is one earth .

Blood is thicker than water . (:

2011-06-18T22:16:00.018+08:00

Hi ! ^^ Saw the above pictures ? They are my loved ones . (; All very pretty and handsome right ? Of cause la , have a pretty cousin everybody will be pretty too . (: Anyway , get back to the point . I miss my cousin . My birthday coming le , where should I celebrate ? Last year I celebate it at Lesiure Park . This year will be at ? ? Give me some suggestion ^^ Good night I'm gonna off my precious computer now . (:

Am I using you ? Or I really fall for you ?

Random (:

2011-06-17T20:41:00.002+08:00

Hello , i went blooging for 2 post today . One is about Wild Wild Wet the other is OBS .

An island not of a very same kind .

2011-06-17T19:28:00.003+08:00

Outward Bound Singapore ( O B S ) I went for the camp on 13 June - 17 June . Pretty 'awesome ' ? ! Get back to the topic . The very day I went OBS I really regretted asking teacher to put my name in it .

FRIST DAY

Early in the morning went to school . School hired a bus to bring us there . I though the journey will be very long . But actually it's very fast . Once we reach there , we did all the registration and was split into our group . I belongs to the Cousteau ^^ Cousteau is awesome ! ! (: We are send to Pular Ubin by the boat of OBS . Very awesom e ley , they got their own boat . Okay , cut the rubbish short . They gave us a box of food and we are suppose to share with our group mates and last to Friday . We divide and I stole alot of breads just in case it's not enough . HAHAHAHAHA ! (: Okok , still got we are suppose to pack for our expedition . :) The equipment they give are disgusting .

SECOND DAY

We learn how to kaya ^^ We kaya from camp 2 to camp 1 . The place is quite clean .

THIRD DAY

The start of our expedition . We start off with sea expedition . I vomitted twice in the expedition . :( I'm so weak . :( But I've a awesome partner that is super cool . He is willing to let me rest and kaya for the whole journey . He is Benedict ^^ He very kind . I only help him kaya for 3 hours and he kaya for 11 hours . And the stupid Cheng En keep saying I'm a slacker !! I didn't mean it la . Who ask me got sea sick . :( The sleeping was most horrible . The tent flow off . Ass right . Made us sleep in other tent .

FOURTH DAY

Set off for land expedition . This time , I've an awesome parnter too . She is Annabelle . She carried the bagpack from Pasir to Puggol all herself . She is really awesome ^^ . I wanted to help her but she doesn't want my help as she know I will cannot make it de . :P Then went we went back to camp 2 , there's an idiot . I know his friend shirt got a bee , but he don't have to flick the bee to my food right . -'-

FIFTH DAY

It's seriously a quite touching day . Everybody in my group cried when Kai Yong , asked when is the lowest moment in our life , expected me and Ming Hao . I did not want to share with my group mates what is the lowest moment in my life as I find that it's very confidential . But Frederick know what is my saddest moment in my life . Don't tell people ah ! (:

I think I learn a lot during the camp ? I think I learn to eat more bread and get use of the life of those villagers . (:

There's a difference between love and like . There' a difference between wants and need .

Deep in the water it's way too different (:

2011-06-17T19:14:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOO ! ! ! ! ! I went Wild Wild Wet on Sunday with Jasreen ans Sophia ! Bet you guys are curious on which Sunday I went right ? I went on the Wild Wild Wet on the Sunday before I went to Outward Bound Singapore ( O B S ) . At Wild Wild Wet I saw Mrs Linda Chan . She quite awesome ley . And also quite skinny (: Anyway , after Wild Wild Wet , we went to POPEYES ! And we saw Mrs Linda Chan again ^^ She has a daughter and a son . Daughter quite tan. Son , super white . Anyway , Wild Wild Wet have new machine . A bubble sprayer . Super nice to play with . Jasreen , Sophia and I brought a friendship band and mine is spoil now :( Super Sad ! ! !

I cannot stand girls who throw themselves to guys. And no, I'm not one of those.

DON'T TALK TO ME JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE BORED . I'M NOT HERE TO ENTERTAIN YOU . (:

2011-06-11T20:26:00.003+08:00

Well , kind of a little bit bored . Today is a tiring day . I'm exctied for my WILD WILD WET trip tomorrow with my husband and my darling . ♥♥ I have decided to eat MACDONALS tomorrow all because of the cup ! I love that cup super much . WAHAHAHAHAH ! Anyway , I'm still wondering whether I should bring camera to my OBS ? Saw th picture above ? My aborable husband . (: Best husband award . But she has an affair on me . :( But , I'm not sad . Wahahahahahahah ! Sad , you can't see my darling photo . Ok , get back to OBS . I haven't prepare anything . I just brought some things for OBS . And I think there are more . Quite embarrassing . I always last minute . :( Byeeeeeeeeee , no I go pack my WILD WILD WET BAG and my OBS back ! (:

For me to know , for you to find out .

Zoolicious

2011-06-10T17:34:00.005+08:00

Today , went Zoo with JiaYu and my sister ! ♥ After Zoo , intended to go NEX but , we didn't . We all meet early in the morning at 9 . We were stuck at the entrance as the person don't wanna let us enter . She said we need the staff to be present . Since we can't enter , we went to eat KFC ! (: At KFC , we asked someone to bring us in and we gave her free tickets . Exactly 4 free tickets . So , she went to Singapore Zoo without paying a single cent . Is this a good deed ? When she was with us , we are able to enter ^^ We went around the Zoo for about 5 hours and left at 2 p.m. .So of cause , we are tired . Once again , we went eat KFC at AMK HUB and went home after that . We are pretty amazing cause , we walked home . Quite funny la , but , I think we slim down a lot a lot . We walked all the way to Bishan Park Macondals then to the Girl Guide Company then to the park and then home . Now , I'm super excited to go to WILD WILD WET !! Best thing is that , TANPEIRU coming wtih me !! [♥♥]

Don't cry over the past , it's gone . Don't stress over the future , it hasn't arrive . Live in the present and make it beautiful .

Bloggg

2011-06-09T20:27:00.002+08:00

I just changed my blog template . I was bored so I went looking at my blog stats . I just relaises that , the very second I unprivate my blog , 43 people went to read . OMG ! Surely is one of the betray me . Stupid betrayer ! Anyway , go read the previous post I post today ^^

Awesome

2011-06-09T19:13:00.010+08:00

I'm blogging again . Anyway , I've deleted my chat box . I think it's stupid and very useless . Anyway , I've made a lot a lot of new friends . All thank to Peiru (: I've made 9 friends I think ? ! I went Sentosa with my PeiRu and her 9 friends . They call themselves brothers . Anyway , they are super awesome though I did not talk to them . They were playing with the water and I was sitting down there .Cause , I don't know them , then I feel very weird . After playing with the beach , we went to eat mac . There's no MAC VALUE LUNCH ! So , it's super expensive :( After that went NEX the KBOX ! It's very fun cause the KBOX room very big . Inside got 2 massage chair , 1 billiard table and lastly 3 television screens . (: Got free water , free snacks . ^^ AWSEOME MAX (: The KBOX was quite cheap ? Sean , he's the best singer I think ? He keep singing . The funniest thing is that , they singing KOREAN songs . They barely understand the words and ther are singing non - stop . OMG !!! Visit http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1576008095#!/media/set/?set=a.228312177181599.70996.100000084561897 to see more of the photos . (:

Headed to Orchard with JiaYu after KBOX . Though that there is GREAT SINGAPORE SALES . But , actually , don't have . All liar . She was suppose to return home by 10 by I think she went home later than 10 :P We went to take neoprint .And the machine is some kind of spoil . We didn't edit finsih and the time was up . The time is super fast . Anyway , tomorrow , I'm going Zoo . This holiday , I think I have the best holiday ever . Because , when I stead with Ashley , I cannot get out of the hose . My mummy always thinks that I'm going out with ASHLEYLAUSHIWEI ! But , this holiday , I went out almost everyday . BEST HOLIDAY EVER ♥ And , the best part is my mummy did not scold me . I went most of the tourist attraction in Singapore . I went SINGAPORE CHANGI AIRPORT , SENTOSA [TWICE ] , MARINA BAY SANDS , GOING SINGAPORE ZOO TOMORROW , AND WILD WILD WET ON SUNDAY . I think , I went more but I don't remember . OOPS !!! I have short term memory . :( Okies , shall blog until her . Will blog more tomorrow after my Zoo trip .

[i] shou[l]d be [ove]r [you]

It's never the same . . .

2011-06-06T23:23:00.004+08:00

I'm back from Malaysia ! The trip was a little bit disgusting but fun . Went to a fishing village and had so much fun . I was so buy playing with my mummy's colleague son . The picture is above . He is super cute . But very very skinny . I went Malaysia and I did not buy anything for my clique of friends . I only buy chocolate for my best friend , Peiru . She is super super awesome . Ok , back to the trip , went to alot alot of restaurant there to eat . Now , I think I've gain alot of weight . OOPS ! :( Anyway , i hope my friend can tag at my chatbox and I hope they have found my new blog . I don't think they will find until . Who cares . but most probably . someone will tell him my url . I can guarantee that one of my clique members is like his spy . Or maybe his affair ? HAHAHA ! That was just a joke . Anyway , is my mummy's colleague son cute ? He has a very fat brother . The brother got super jealous when I am busy playing with him . How I wish I can bring this little boy home . (: Anyway , I went Malaysia to buy myself a Domo earpiece . It's super cheap . Hope that it won't spoil easily . i think I'm very bad , because , even my sister bring present for her classmates which she barely know for half a year . And , yet , I knew them for 2 year , going to 3 , and I did not even wanna buy present for them ? Maybe is because I'm super unhappy with the clique ?But , I'm so going to dig something out for someone only . And she is PEI LING . I love her super much . I think she is the most understandable one . She understand everything and she is the best of the clique ? Or maybe the second ? Best is JASREEN ♥.♥ Although Jasreen is the best , I still don't wanna dig present for her . I just wanna give PEI LING and only PEI LING !!!!!
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Memories ~

2011-06-03T11:26:00.002+08:00

Well , I guess I should have stop blogging about him .
let's see , how many post are for him . Hmmmm...
http://one-open-stop.blogspot.com/2011/02/no-life.html
http://one-open-stop.blogspot.com/2011/02/my-dearest.html
http://one-open-stop.blogspot.com/2011/02/crazy-retarded-people.html
http://one-open-stop.blogspot.com/2011/03/i-love-you.html
http://one-open-stop.blogspot.com/2011/03/off-you-goes.html
http://one-open-stop.blogspot.com/2011/03/thinking-isnt-something-great.html
http://one-open-stop.blogspot.com/2011/03/its-just-you-and-me.html
http://one-open-stop.blogspot.com/2011/03/life-is-boring.html
http://one-open-stop.blogspot.com/2011/03/hug-from-me-to-you.html
http://one-open-stop.blogspot.com/2011/05/im-super-confuse-i-dont-know-what-is.html
10 POSTS just simply for you . See , now great can I be ? I post 10 post for you. and only you . It takes up almost all my blog posts you know ? I bet you won't know . Because you don't even get the chance to see my blog . Oh well , I think I should stop all this and carry on with my life . but , it isn't that easy . I tried and tried . And now , I'm, tired of trying . Oh well , should stop posting about you already . I don't know I will anot . Most probabaly will stop blogging about you . This shall be the last time I'm going to try . If I can't too bad . You seems irritating . Anyway , I'm going Malaysia tomorrow . BYE ! ♥
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Another week :/

2011-06-02T17:24:00.003+08:00

It's rather boring during the holidays . I almost rot at home everyday ! Actually , not really . MONDAY - I went gym with PeiRu and then off we go SINGAPORE CHANGI AIRPORT ! It's rather bored ! We went hunting for food . But we ate Macdonals . ^^ The Macdonals is located at Terminal 3 the first floor . Have to take a funny lift down . Not only , the train to SINGAPORE CHANGI AIRPORT is super long . After that , went Orchard to watch KUNGFU PANDA 2 ! The Peacock family very bad ! But not as bad as them . (: TUESDAY - ORAL ! Super cui ! After oral went to eat pepper lunch with SOPHIA and JASREEN . (: Then went swimming with PeiRu . But enter the pool for 15 min , it start raining . Then , we are chased out of the pool . So , we went picnic . Picnic at SENTOSA ! (: Super fun . PeiRu brought the superman map . ^^ Cute to the max ! I brought sandwich and carrot juice . PeiRu brought sushi ,fish ball and hot dogs . WEDNESDAY - When my grandfather house early in the morning to look after the house and to " study " . THURSDAY - Went YiXian house do MATHS TRAIL project . She did nothing . She didn't help at all . All she do is to talk talk talk . After that , walked home . Yes , walked home from YiXian house to Vanessa house to Evelynn house . A little bit fun . Walking home from there don't even make me feel tired at all . ^^ I WANNA GO AIRPORT AND PICNIC AGAIN !
So from now until the end of the holiday , I can say that I'm rather busy . See the schedule below and you know why .
4 , 5 , 6 - I'm leaving Singapore . So bye . (:
7 - i'm meeting PeiRu again ♥
8 , 9 - Work :(
10 - Dental
11 - Work :(
12 - WILD WILD WET with Sophia and Jasreen ^^
13 , 14 , 15 , 16 , 17 - Outward Bound Singapore
18 - Rest !
19 - Haven't plan yet .
20 , 21 - Work !
22 - Universal Studio Singapore !
23 , 24 Work :(
25 - BBQ ! ♥
26 - Rest , pack my school bag and get ready for school .

Well ,that's my tight schedule . So I've to work really hard to study well for my exam . Anyway , I shall say good luck to myself as I'm super busy for the holiday . As you can see , at the schedule above , I didn't go out with my clique members . Maybe is because of one conflict between my group . All thanks to you . But , unfortunately , you can't see . But , someone will tell you what I post . So , I'm not afraid in letting you see. You can totally ignore me and try snatching all my friends away . You made them not to talk to me . You think you will win ? If you think so , there's a middle finger for you -'-

There is no lasting relationship .

Don't mess around with me !

2011-05-26T14:12:00.003+08:00

Oh , currently suppose to have AMATHS lesson . But teacher allow us to use computer!AWESOME! But , Yi xian tweeted saying that he is crazy! Ya , indeed , he is a little crazy !
Oh , now , I'm pissed by an ass in our clique . She is irritating and you guys should know who I'm saying . Please la !Don't you dare to compare me with other people . Shall blog about what happen .
During Maths lesson , I show her attitude cause I seriously can't take her . Wanna snatch my friend ? Please go get some life ! You are just like Pei Ru friend . I don't wanna mention who the hell PeiRu friend is . Anyway , get back to the point . I ignore her for the whole day . Seriously , you should go do something about your attitude . I know my attitude is very bad , but not as bad as yours . You ask people to shut up , but why don't you shut up first ? Your voice is unbearable . Super disgusting . GET A LIFE ! Now , trying to start a stupid conversation with my close friend ? PLEASE! Go get a life ! If you said you are random , don't be retarded !
Even our clique is back to normal , I will still show you attitude . NO MATTER WHAT !

Don't come mess around with me ! I will make you pay back to me in a 100 times . Lastly , get back to your own country !

It's going to end .

2011-05-18T13:26:00.010+08:00

I'm super confuse ! I don't know what is getting into my mind and I can't really concentrate now ! *WHY* Hopes everything will be alright soon . SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME FROM ALL MY BULLSIT !

It's been super long and Ashley is no longer my boyfriend ! WOW ! I don't give a darm about him anymore . But , once again , I'm blogging about him . Actually , I wanna unprivate my blog . But , I doesn't wanna let De Zhi they all so . So , I still let my blog be kept private ! When Ashley told me a break up , I am super miserable . I couldn't stop crying ! I don't know why I can't stop crying . Up to today , I may still cry because of him . I know it kind of stupid but I can never let him go ! he has already be part of me . He has already enter my blood .I wish he can come back to me . But I know it's impossible . I wanna thank my mummy . She is really an awesome mum . She helped me , cared about me and many many more . She cheered me up when Ashley broke with me . Up to today , I still keep the message my mummy send me when I broke up with Ashley .
Things have been so hard on me . Memories of us keeps playing back in my head . 24/7 you never fail to keep running through my mind . I am tired of crying , I'm tired of my heart aching so so badly to all the extend that, I wanna die . But I can't be selfish . I have a family who needs me . I have friends who support me . Life is going to be tough for me .

You know I still remember so many thing for you ?
I remember you don't like vegetable . Me too .
I remember you protecting me from Jemery .
I remember you went Mac with me every Wednesday when school is starting late .
I remember you waiting for me at the bridge everyday .
I remember you don't like to use facebook .
I remember you liking to go swimming .
I remember you buying for me bracelet .
I remember you coming all the way to my house when you are sick .
I remember you sending me home after camp .
I remember you sending me to my grandma house everyday after school no matter what .
I remember you being so cute .
I remember you being shorter than me a cm . And I'm super proud of it .
I remember you calling me every hour .
I remember you lending me your phone and texting everyone ILOVEYOU .
I remember you buying back jet to have a couple phone .
I remember you saving up to buy couple bag .
I remember you trying to make me happy when I'm angry .
I remember you celebrating my birthday for me despite me having remedial until very late .
I remember you where we celebrate our 1 year anniverasry .

Basically, I remember every single thing about you clearly in my head and heart .

Anyways , all I wanna tell you is .

We , will be best friends forever. I'll wait for the day when you're allowed to contact me . To be my friend again . And I wanna congratulate you when you got over me , when you move on . And I'm sorry , for everything . All the hurts and sufferings I've put you through before . How I am a burden to you , how badly you used to cry for me before . You will be happy , right ? I know you'll be . All the best in everything and last long with her . I love ASHLEY LAU SHI WEI ♡♡♡ aND , i DON'T REGRET MEETING YOU :) ♡♡♡

Trying to forget someone you loved , is trying to remember someone you never know .

Story !

2011-05-09T10:17:00.001+08:00

A story from the web :

She lived deep in the forest in a tiny cottage and sold herbal remedies for a living. Folks living in the town nearby called her Bloody Mary, and said she was a witch. None dared cross the old crone for fear that their cows would go dry, their food-stores rot away before winter, their children take sick of fever, or any number of terrible things that an angry witch could do to her neighbors.

Then the little girls in the village began to disappear, one by one. No one could find out where they had gone. Grief-stricken families searched the woods, the local buildings, and all the houses and barns, but there was no sign of the missing girls. A few brave souls even went to Bloody Mary's home in the woods to see if the witch had taken the girls, but she denied any knowledge of the disappearances. Still, it was noted that her haggard appearance had changed. She looked younger, more attractive. The neighbors were suspicious, but they could find no proof that the witch had taken their young ones.

Then came the night when the daughter of the miller rose from her bed and walked outside, following an enchanted sound no one else could hear. The miller's wife had a toothache and was sitting up in the kitchen treating the tooth with an herbal remedy when her daughter left the house. She screamed for her husband and followed the girl out of the door. The miller came running in his nightshirt. Together, they tried to restrain the girl, but she kept breaking away from them and heading out of town.

The desperate cries of the miller and his wife woke the neighbors. They came to assist the frantic couple. Suddenly, a sharp-eyed farmer gave a shout and pointed towards a strange light at the edge of the woods. A few townsmen followed him out into the field and saw Bloody Mary standing beside a large oak tree, holding a magic wand that was pointed towards the miller's house. She was glowing with an unearthly light as she set her evil spell upon the miller's daughter.

The townsmen grabbed their guns and their pitchforks and ran toward the witch. When she heard the commotion, Bloody Mary broke off her spell and fled back into the woods. The far-sighted farmer had loaded his gun with silver bullets in case the witch ever came after his daughter. Now he took aim and shot at her. The bullet hit Bloody Mary in the hip and she fell to the ground. The angry townsmen leapt upon her and carried her back into the field, where they built a huge bonfire and burned her at the stake.

As she burned, Bloody Mary screamed a curse at the villagers. If anyone mentioned her name aloud before a mirror, she would send her spirit to revenge herself upon them for her terrible death. When she was dead, the villagers went to the house in the wood and found the unmarked graves of the little girls the evil witch had murdered. She had used their blood to make her young again.

From that day to this, anyone foolish enough to chant Bloody Mary's name three times before a darkened mirror will summon the vengeful spirit of the witch. It is said that she will tear their bodies to pieces and rip their souls from their mutilated bodies. The souls of these unfortunate ones will burn in torment as Bloody Mary once was burned, and they will be trapped forever in the mirror.

I'm just too bored !

2011-05-09T09:45:00.002+08:00

It's been so long I have ever blog . I remember my last post was about big butt . So , now , I'm not going to big about butt . (: Yesterday , I have a mysterious person calling me , he scolded me . Not only that , I think he is very very stupid . You know why ? Cause he use the phone that is not private number . And I am able to track until . Oh gosh ! He is so life less . Don't wanna talk about this life-less person already .What am I busy doing now ? Oh , I'm busy studying SS . SS is the worst subject MOE ever invented . SS exam is coming . And I'm super excited for it. Because I'm able to memories the causes for the conflict in Sri Lanka . ((: The weather nowadays is super hot ! Why is it so ? Cannot take it already !

Don't pissed me off with your big butt (:

2011-04-22T19:31:00.003+08:00

Hello ! So long never blog . Maybe I'm just lazy :P Anyway , from my title & picture you could guess what I'm going to blog about right ? Today , I'm going to blog about butt ! Pei ling , you should know who I'm blogging about right ? We both hate the same person ! ! ! HAHAHA

Luckily , last year , streaming occurs . And it streams you off my class . Finally I have peace in class . But sad to say , I'm in the same class as you for Geography and Chinese . Yes , I hate you . And , when I first know that you guys break , I was sad for you . But now , I'm very happy that she breaks with you . And I also thinks that , that was the right decision . I can't stand you anymore and I'm going to explode . Whatever you do just annoys me . How I wish your parents will be called to retrieve your phone for you . How I wish I could sabo you . How I wish you could never patch with her . You know why I detest you so much ? It's simply because you are the mastermind of breaking my relationship and everything . I think you are the one who brainwash my darling and makes him hates me . Whatever things that happens to him , you will just put me in the first in the considering list right ? Oh , that's 'great' ! THANK YOU ! Such a low - life boy you are . Doing such things won't get you anywhere further .

Are you interested why you are born with a big butt ? Or maybe trained by soccer to have a big butt ? The big butt serves it's purpose for me to kick ans let it fly all the way to KL . Don't test me . Wearing 'skinny jeans' to school makes you a little bit more fashionable ? OH MY ! NO WAY ! THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE ! Please go and undo the pants / buy new one / one to one exchange with the school . It will make your butt looks not so big . :D In other words , it can look smaller . And I won't feel so annoyed .

Want to be a gossip king ? NO WAY ! You can't win me (: And you will never win me . Kn ow why ? Cause you only know how to talk . -_- Scold me bitch ? Oh that's awesome . But , ended up , you are the one who is in deep trouble . Not me . Know why ? Surely you are very interested to know right ? Cause I have a mother who will play along with me for this game . Unlike you ! If you are very interested you can call my mother . She told me that she has plenty of things to 'praise' you . Happy ? 'Praising' you ! sure happy to the max one .

The thing that you really pisses me off it on Wednesday . What you did ? Let me tell you and let you do self-reflection . Did I even ask you or gave you the permission to tell Ashley something about Pei ling and I causes Ashley to look at us ? Who gave you the right to do that ? After that , when Ashley was playing with his pen and I told teacher it was noisy , who asked you add on to the noise and pollute the sound ? Please la ! Go and do your reflection and pass it up to me on Monday . Don't act to be a gangster in front of me when you aren't one .

Let me warn you . I've gotten your number and I will call you the next time you pissed me off . Don't worry Pei ling , the day to calling him and scold him will arrive soon. Be a little bit more patient . I swear , I am going to spoil your reputation in Deyi Secondary School . You are just a boy with words but no action .

Luckily , I'm not longer in your class . If not , you are going to ask me for answers in exams and I won't be able to sit peacefully for the paper . If you want to compete with me regarding my studies , don't try asking me answers . Acting is nothing . Love to act ? Please go mediacorp but I know for sure , mediacorp will never accept you .

I've book a place for you in IMH for you . The receptionist told me that the room for you is very cosy . She reminded me to tell you to check in when you are free . Don't worry about the money . I've paid for you . Just stay happily inside there . If not , you will be barking like what a stray dog just did at my house void deck .

2011-04-20T22:24:00.004+08:00

Ah ! Today was horrible . It was so tiring ! Hahaha ! how . I wish he could message me (: But i know it is impossible as I causes you to be in deep trouble last time . I'm really blored but I'm not goning to blog about the incident so , I should post pictures .

It's better to be a person with a memory but , sorry , I don't appreciate it . (:

Bitchy ass

2011-04-16T11:12:00.002+08:00

O.o so long never post le ! Now going to post about some bitchy ass ! Have a 3 bitchy ass to post about ! Let's started with this girl . I shall call her 'A' . 'A' is stupid irritating and she is very fat ! Few days passes and I hate her more and more . No matter what she do , I can not 'forgive' her . Whatever it is , hate her so much ! She is as irritating as an alarm clock that can never stop ringing . Oh ya , and I think she should go on a diet . HAHAHAHAHAHAA ! I'm evil ! :) She is getting on my nerves ! Hope that she could leave the planet and move on to the other planet . I bet she is the one who wants to tear everyone apart . GO AND DIE IDIOT ! I hope that you will have no more boyfriends . Now , talk about the second one . Call her 'B' . She is a family wrecker . Breaking up people's happiness is her happiness . But I bet she won't and she will never find her happiness . And even if she did found her ghappiness , it won't last . Just becaues you in express I will lose you in my studies ? NO WAY ! I will never lose you ! You in express so what ? You cannot take AMATHS ! I though most express student take AMATHS ? Is it you are stupid that's why ? I curse her to have no eggs and her future husband no sperms . And hope my curse works . But on me instead on her . HAHAHAHAHAHAA ! Now , let's talk about the last and final ass . Call her 'C' . She is super irritating ! All she can do is nag nag nag . She is super strong in nagging . No one can win her . And a few second ago , she came in and nag at me just because I didn't finish my MILO ! Very lame right ? I just scolded her and she finally left the room .

GG.COM

2011-04-10T16:47:00.006+08:00

I'm going to blog about girl guide ! Girl guide was fun on Friday because it's Cheng Mun and I who conducted it ! i finally understand how Pearlyn managed it ! It was so stress ! Oh ya , Cheng Mun Vanessa and I can go for OBS ! Yes , 3 of us ! I hate Wednesday and Thursday to the max ! WEDNESDAY Vanessa didn't come to school so I have to be alone for Chemistry ! That's pretty sad ! Not only , Wednesday , our clique has internal quarrels ! YES IT WAS BECAUSE OF OBS ! Jingyi though that I was siding Cheng Mun . but in actual fact I didn't side anyone . It just started on 1 April . It was when Mrs Gruber asked who is interested on going to OBS and Vanessa and I raised up our hands . Cheng Mun wanted to go but she know there is only to vacancy so she didn't put up her hand . so when Mrs gruber asked about the reserved she put up . When Monday arrive , 4 April , Cheng Mun wanted to ask Mrs Gruber if there is any chance she could go , any amount she is willing to pay . Mrs Gruber still says NO . So on Wednesday , she went and try again . This time round she says YES . and she says she was the one with the last decision . and she asked Cheng Mun to go medical check-up immediately . She when she went home , as instructed , she went to medical check-up . But the next day , Mrs Gruber change her mind again . So Cheng Mun was unhappy . She asked Mrs Gruber why . This made Jingyi angry with me . And I don't even know why ! I asked her whether it is because of OBS , she said yes . So , I roughly know what happen. I think she thinks that I was the one who pull Vanessa down and made Cheng Mun go for the camp . Excuse me , I'm not that low-life . I have life not like some stupid people that doesn't and says " we will beg for her forgiveness . . . " RUBBISH ! Who will beg for your forgiveness ? THURSDAY I didn't talk to Jingyi and Peiling because I know she will still thinks that way . So i can't be bother about it . It isn't the first time also . So I ignore them until the day ends . FRIDAY Before girl guide Mrs gruber wanted to talk to the 3 of us with Pearlyn . So we go and find her . And when we found her she said only Vanessa and I can go . I don't care who is going with me as long as I can go ! :) So we sat down and talk . When girl guide started , Mrs Gruber tell Cheng Mun that she can go . after that she say it WASN'T CONFIRM yet . Then during patrol concer , she said that MOST PROPABLY she can go . When guides ended , she said CONFIRM . HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! Anyway , it is JINGYI birthday on Friday ! In order words , she is older ! HAHAHAHAH :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

Like me as I am , not as who you wants me to be .

A hug from me to you !

2011-03-31T21:52:00.003+08:00

As requested from Farwiah , I shall blog ! The topic is JieJie bringing Didi out ! Everyday , I will see Jiejie bringing a Didi out ! Which is pretty lame ! Oh ya , jiejie created a twiter and did created it too . Didid wants to follow me and I said ok but I did accept ! I dunno why but I dun kind of like to accept it ! I don't think Jiejie really like didi because a tall girl wont really like a short boy ! They kissed in front of everybody is the clas ! OMG ! No face ! If you break ah , then you sure very paiseh de ! Now sia ? I don't care la ! (: Anyway I think relationship during secondary school won't last ! Standing on the esclator also can kiss ? Oh gosh ! You are hopeless . Not even a month and you can kiss him ? I curse you to break ! When you break don't blame me for not telling you ! I download a apps from Jasreen's iphone saying how many days he love you ! And Hui tong and Ashley was like only 42 days . I think is very true ! I don't think hui tong really loves ashley . I think is because she wants to attract attention and she want to be a rich taitai . And and and , I think she was trying to play with Ashley (: ashley is a boy that should not be played by her . I dont even think they can be place in a relationship . I think they in a relationship is just to make Ashley know that Evelynn is the best (: Yes indeed Evelynn is way too better than Hui Tong

END !

Life is boring !

2011-03-30T18:55:00.004+08:00

Well , life is so hard without some one who is very important to me ! What can I do ? The fact is already the fact ! ACCEPT IT EVELYNN ! Every body can change their feelings for a girl as fast as changing their clothes !

Jia Hui korkor MUST cheer up ! I will be there to support you ! ♥ Anyway why is there so many break up this year ? My junior break up , her friend break up , my cousins break up , Jasreen break up and lastly Evelynn break up ! :) I must learn to accept the fact that he is gone ! YESH! I will accept as long as I have the time ! With time , everything is perfect !

The last day I can remember him is July 8 which is my birthday ! Nothing further than that ! Even if I can't , I will still have to act as if I have forgotten him ! I have to smile ! From 1 April , I will bring a smile to school everyday ! A smile from me to you ! :)

Yesterday was horrible but today worst ! yesterday , all thank to someone I was scolded ! -'- Yeah ! I scold him caoahgua ! But isn't that the fact that he is a caoahgua ? And all thanks to that girl , which I hate most now , I was scolded by Felicia ! -'- Felicia side her and scolded me :( WTF ! You dare to do the thing and don't dare to admit ? GO AND SCREW YOURSELF UPSIDE DOWN ! I don't trust you anymore ! I don't even think I trust you from the start of the year ! And yes , thank you for stealing her away from me at the beginning of the year ! You used to be my best friend. And now I hate you. :) Don't worry the hate will just last till I get marry. It won't last till next century. :)

Today worst ! Today happened the worst thing in our clique ! Yeah ! Once again I thanked you ! You did a great job in making us apart ! But too bad , I decided to apologise to my best friends ! Such a bitch you are ! The one who likes to backstab people and act as if you are the peace maker ! SCREW YOU! If you want the heading of a peace maker , I'll give you but with this "....." ! " PEACEMAKER " Happy a not ? Surely very happy de !

When karma comes back to punch you on your face , I want to be there standing BESIDE you . Just in case you need help . But don't think too much ! If I every stand beside you , I will help you still ! But I make sure you pay me back 1000000000000 times !

If all my friends were to jump off the bridge , I wouldn't follow them . But instead , I would be at the bottom catching them . Baby , I love you ! When days pass , I still love you even though you don't love me ! Smile baby ! Lastly baby , if you really love her must last long with her ok ? But you must remember to come back to me ! :) BABY , I LOVE YOU ♥

I'm not angry because we broke up , I'm sad because I can't let you go . I'm happy because of the memories we made , I'm sad because I can't stop reliving them in my mind . I'm not angry at you for not loving me , I'm angry with me for still loving you . I'm not angry that I lost you , I'm sad because I once had you . I'm not angry that I can't have you , I'm sad because I know what I'm missing . I'm not angry that you've moved on , I'm sad because I can't . I'm not angry that you won't come back , I'm sad because I keep hoping you will . I'm not angry because I hate you and don't want to...I'm sad because I miss you and I love you .

Sorry Lilo and Stitch I dislike you. Because she likes you ! I know I'm childish ! (: But it's me! Accept the fact ! :)

Oh ya , thanks to De Zhi , Ashley read my blog ! I was wondering how he even know I un-private my blog ? I think their's a spy within the people I invited ! And I think it's you ! :) Sorry about that but you seems to be the one with the most suspect I have in you ! :)

If you think steading on Valentine day is sweet , let me tell you , it's just a piece of shit !

It's just you and me .

2011-03-25T18:34:00.005+08:00

Loving you was beyond my control .

If loving you was a choice , I would choose not to regret.

Oh baby boy , I love you .

Your existence will only bring misery to me ! You can actually live and no one cares about it . Or maybe there's someone who care ?! Who knows ? But for sure you won't get my pity-ness . BECAUSE you are a jerk ! you are out of Evelynn's life .

Today , I talked to Vanessa Ho . But actually is yesterday night . I asked her to cheer up when me myself can't even cheer up ! Oh gosh ! Why am I so good to her ? I don't even talk to her before . And now , i am going to invite her to my blog .

She is suffering as how Evelynn is suffering now . It isn't something girls should be treated . Girls are so sweet , so cute and so chubby . Her boyfriend , as in ex boyfriend , is a jerk ! Everybody need jerks to move their life on . This is what I learn from the lesson . And I also learn that , Evelynn just need one jerk to motivate her life . One is enough .

Everybody learn from experience . So do I . If I can ever treasure someone who I love most , it would be no one but YOU ! You are the key to my heart . I'm gonna to forget everything about the past and move on to be the old Evelynn . Everyone wants me back . Isn't it ? Of cause la ! I'm so pretty ! HAHA ! That's just a joke .

There is a " lie " in believe , " over " in lover , " end " in friend , " us" in trust , " ex " in " next " and " if " in life .

I always remind myself not to care you anymore, but always fail to do so.

Loving you wasn't a wrong decision .

Thinking isn't something great !

2011-03-24T20:41:00.004+08:00

Sorry jerk that post wasn't writing to you .

But it's writing about how much hurt you hurt me .

I did my very best to protect you and your clique of friends and how this is what I get .

I don't deserve this type of treatment ok !

I'm a human being .

Yesterday my mother called Brendon telling him to stop all the nonsense and asking him to get the clique to stop . But I don't think there's any difference . Because the hurt is already done . What is done can't be undone . The hurt is done so let it be . I shall NOT allow you to hurt anyone anymore . I , as a woman , will protect all the girls from you JERK ! Please keep a distance from me now .

Today , my mummy meet Aloysius just to ask him get the facts right ! I'm sorry cause I lied to him saying I'm alone but when I meet him , I was with my mummy . Now , I'm on my way going to talk to him on MSN ! Although I don't like him , but I'm going to talk to him just to let him get the whole facts right .

Everybody seems so scared of me now because of the incident Ashley " specially design " for me ! Now , I lost so many of my friends just because of you ! Ashley can brain wash them just to make them believe in whatever he said ! Whatever it is now , i don't care about what he is saying to me although it still affects me !

Oh ya , yesterday before I private back my blog , I ask Pei Ru to read ! And she told me he is ugly not only that she also tell me I should not get jealous over him . I still remember I told her saying that all his friend call Hui Tong dasao , and she told me that it sounds like a cleaning auntie . I was like laughing all the way when I saw the word CLEANING ! HAHA!!!

During recess just now , Lianzi ask me if I'm alright I'm not alright ! NOT A SINGLE PERCENT I'M OK! My whole heart is fulled with what the class call her , what your pencil case shows and what you are showing to me ! i did nothing ! I tried my very BEST to forget you and I really did want to forget ! I don't want anything that you gave me to appear in front of me again ! Not a single thing ! Your toys that you gave me is dump into my basket full of toys ! Your cards and present are all dump into a normal box ! A RUBBISH BOX !

2009 was the most awesome year I had and 2012 was the worst year I ever got ! I want to have an a memorable memory with you ! But you destroyed it ! Destroying someone happiness is equal to destroying own self happiness . Soon you will get your retribution .

Now , I'm still taking to MSN with Aloysius and I find him actually a very good friend ! I regretted removing him as a friend in facebook ! If life we could choose who to add as friend who to remove as friend , wouldn't it be great ? If I ever could get life to how I wanted it to be , I would want it to be when I'm in secondary one , when I'm still young and innocent . When I knew nothing about love , when I am able to live without you .from now on , I think I should be able to live without you !

Don't cry over that guy who broke your heart . He only broke it because he knew he wasn't going to be the one to complete it . Sometimes you make a promise and you mean it at the time but then life gets in the way and makes it impossible to keep.

So you knew from the start it's just puppy love and so you are ending it just because you knew the whole thing ? But you will never know how much you love , hurt and dote me . When you loved me , you can do anythingto protect me . But when you hate me , you can do everything to bring me down .

Lastly , get the FACTS right ! I DID NOTHING ! MY MUMMY FOUND OUT THE WHOLE TRUTH HERSELF ! SHE FOUND OUT THAT YOU GUYS WAS THE ONE WHO CALLED ME BITCH ... SHE WASN'T THE ONE WHO WANTED TO GO TO DEYI AND SEE YOU GUYS ! IT'S ASHLEY'S MOTHER THE ONE WHO WANTED TO DO !

I trust no one but you . But you broken the trust . What am i gonna do ? You taught me how to trust people and at the same time you also teach me the feeling of getting betrayed ! Getting betrayed is worst then anything else . Don't betray anyone so you can prevent to be betrayed .

OFF YOU GOES!

2011-03-22T19:14:00.011+08:00

GET OUT BASTARD ! I HAVE ENOUGH OF YOUR HURT !

YOU WILL BE OUT OF MY LIFE AS SOON AS I COULD FORGET YOU !
AND I SWEAR THAT I WILL FORGET YOU AND NEVER REMEMBERS YOU !

Starting from 24 July 2009 , which is your birthday , I shouldn't have believe in you and trusted you . At that point of time I shouldn't chat with you by message and believe in whatever you said about Ron ! I gradually tried to understand you , and unknowingly I fall for you . When days pass , until the very last day of your examination , I decided to accept you and reject Ron . I think I did something very wrong ! i should have accepted Ron and rejected you . But it's all too late . The reason why I fall for you , is because I'm an ordinary girl , no matter how strong I look like I am , no matter how scary I seems to be . 'Cause deep inside , I'm just a girl , a girl that loves people that adores her . & This is how I got cheated by you . THANKS AH !

You said you started falling for me for so long and we keep the deal of steading a year later . But end up I accepted you before the ordinary plan . The very first time you accompanied me to my grandma house was the very first time my boyfriend accompanied me home . you stayed with me till the afternoon and we was chatting till the night .

Everyday morning and night I will receive an irritating call from you which makes me getting happier and happier every time I received it . Now I get use to it without getting morning messages and good night calls . Now you are giving it to Hui Tong which makes me super pissed . She isn't prettier than me . I won't mind if you go for someone prettier like Eva or Ting Ting but she is absolutely out off my list !

I don't want people to end up like me . Although I seems to have been through so much , although it seems as if nothing had happened to me now . But have you ever wondered , what would have happened if I hadn't done some things . Different people end up differently .

Do you know how much I love you ? I get jealous so easily ! I told you once that I dislike you flirting with Kelly and Germaine . And now , everyday in class you would talk to them , flirt with them ! Although I am not your girlfriend now, but I'm so jealous when I saw you flirting with them . It makes my heart super pain . But what else can I do ? I can just do nothing but just bear the pain myself ! I have to stop torturing myself with you but seriously you just gets me attracted to anything you do . I remember you coming to my house when you are sick and your mother came to fetch you . you was outside my window and chatting with me so happily . This is a memorable memory you have created for me and it will always be kept in my heart . DEEP INSIDE !

I miss the time when we were together . It is absolutely sweet and everyone was so envy of us and though that we would last till poly . But it ended so fast . Faster than what I expected . 432 days just pass ! And you did not do anything trying to save this relationship but instead you fall for other girl . Everything you gave me I just wanted to give you back ! I remember on the first day of school this year I was like so kind of embarrassed when I saw you . I gave you back most of the things you gave me expect for the toys and necklace .

Zoey told me that you fall for me back again but all thanks to those status I post on facebook you hate me . Firstly I didn't post about you . It is absolutely not for you ! It is for someone else . Whatever I said now you won't believe and I could do nothing to it . But for all those bitch , slut and etc.. It is for her . But in actual fact I didn't intended to post that and hurt her . I hate her because you loved her . But now I think nothing could change the fact she stole you from me . She told me before she won't accept you ! But ended up she ended with a lie .

Hui Tong : hey, i've forgave you on the day when i decided to stop quarreling with you on fb, no need to say sorry face to face, i accept your apology already. Ashley said he told you the reason of why he'll break up with you, but if you think its still my fault, i'm say i'm very sorry. I've asked him text you back, i assume he is not awake now, but hopefully he'll text you back later. stay happy kay, you have great friends around you.

Evelynn : i admit it my fault . But i also never say your friend ok. You must get this fact right! I only say you. You must tell ashley to get this fact right! You can go see my blog if i invite you to. You see i make you famous in my blog by apologizing to you . Wow! I think I'm crazy to do that but i dunno why. And why ashley break with me. Because of you right? I knew he like you. But he won't admit :D

Hui Tong : i dont want to quarrel with you again here, so hear me out alrights? whatever i'm going to say no meant no offence to you. he broke up with you cause you slapped him in front of his friend, he feels humilated when you did it. i can understand you're angry, but you still shouldn't slap him. I'll try my bext to make him forgive you, i'm sure he's not that kind of petty guy. i'll try to make him text you back, i cannot promise you anything, but you can try texting him now, he is awake and i think he'll text you back.

Evelynn : because of that he break? No Coz he like you too right? Tell the truth la. I will be angry. :D Coz as wad i said on Facebook i wont quarrel with you unless you make me pissed of.

Hui Tong : yes , he likes me. and i am in love with him already too. but i haven't accepted him as a stead. so there's still chance for you.

Evelynn : i told you. I knew you like him and i knew he like you. So you said there is chance. But in actual fact. No there isn't coz you are there . He will put all his attention on you. Anyway since when you like him? And since when he like you?

Hui Tong : so what can i do to help you now? i really dont mean anything bad. i swear

Evelynn : how i know you. Its up to you whether to accept him a not. But if you ever did. Dun worry he will abandon you a year later. Just like wad he did to joey and me

Hui Tong : so you want me to leave him so that his attention can be put to you?

Evelynn : i didn't say anything its wad you say. And you still haven't answer me. Since when he like you and since when you like him.

All thanks to that conversation she started with me and she message Ashley , Ashley hates me and Ashley thinks that I'm the one forcing Hui Tong to make him message me and leave him . Seriously it wasn't be and I don't even have her contact . Neither do I want to have her contact .

I'm not afraid to say all these things I had done in the public. 'Cause I had repented, and I didn't regret what I had done before, 'cause it taught me so many things. & I don't want people to do this to themselves. I had always think of people that did self-harm stupid and ignorant. Attention-seeking and so on. But when you are the verge of killing yourself, at the verge of breaking down, this is what you do to calm yourself down, believe me.

After we broke up , I think you told your friend a different story . Your mother called Brendon and ask him why we broke up , but he said : " I am the one who flirt , I am the one who decided to abandon you ." I wasn't this type of girl that would flirt just to leave you . If I am the one who flirt why am I still so upset when we break ?

Realising that my mother want to meet your mother up and wanted to call you to scold you because you scold me slut , I tried my very best to protect you . I tried protecting you by not giving my mother your number , not giving her your house number and lastly not giving your mother number . She herself found out and she herself want to meet you mother up . When my mother told me that , I was like seriously can you don't do anything about us ? You are just trying to make everything worst ! He will hate me more and we won't be able to be friends anymore . But I could do nothing to stop my mother from meeting her .

Remember on our E-LEARNING day when we meet up with our parents , your mother said so many things praising me and I wanted to cry ! The more I wanted to cry the more I should control ! I shouldn't embarrassed myself at the toast box crying so I have to put up with it .

Everyday , before I sleep , I will think of the past and it will make my heart ache . BUT SERIOUSLY I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ! WHAT SHOULD I DO ? I seriously need to forget about you and move on with my own life ! All thanks to you I was block in facebook by Brendan . Why the hell he block me ? I did nothing wrong .

Boy , I love you so much but I have to let you go .
If I ever have the chance I won't let you go once more.
You will soon get your retribution for treating such a cute girl like this .

*I COULD ONLY LET YOU GO AS THIS IS THE ONLY WAY I COULD LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE . YOU ARE MY FIRST LOVE AND MOST AWESOME BOYFRIEND !

I LOVE YOU

2011-03-15T08:46:00.005+08:00

Solve the equations and it will bring you to the answer I LOVE YOU !

There is no one in the world could solve this equation for you only you yourself cold solve . Not even myself I could solve it . Love is a relationship that both party must play a part in ! But in the effort and sacrifice . Indeed I did my part ! But you didn't ! Shouldn't believe in the guy who loves you but believe in the guy who prove it to you . Most in the sense of giving you everything you want and will try their best to give you the moon or maybe the star ! Boys ! There will be only one world for them which is flirt ! They NEED TO AND IT'S THEIR DUTY to flirt as it is part of their daily lives. In others word , it's a sad life for the girls . Girls shouldn't believe too much of the honey words they say or they will be hurt eventually . And I didn't listen to my own advice and I listen all the honey words . So now I'm telling those who are attach /single not to believe in boys unless it's marriage .

There is no 100 % commitment unless it's marriage . Only when you see the marriage certificate then you should put in the 100 & commitment .

Holidays

2011-03-14T07:44:00.002+08:00

This holiday I'm so busy . It doesn't looks like a holiday to me !
Monday : Go school !
Tuesday : Go school ! Meet my cousin ! Dental appointment !
Wednesday : Go out with Jasreen !
Thursday : Maybe working !
Friday : Go school to learn Girl Guide stuff !
Saturday : Maybe working !
Sunday : Maybe working !
So when am i free to do my homework ? Some more some homework so ridiculous ! How to do ? Its's to difficult for a secondary 3 student ! Holiday are meant for students to enjoy and teachers are giving so many homewok to boast us , their student . I just on the computer for 10 min and I'm soon shutting it down ! Well this is life ! We can either enjoy it or hate it ! So I'm just gonna enjoy it ! Off i go and get ready for school !

When someone changed themselves just to adapt to the so called friends, and their friends did not say anything, that isn't true friend. Coz true friends won't allow you to change just to fit it.

Unacceptable case!

2011-03-05T09:35:00.003+08:00

Let's talk about boys ! Boys are simply a jerks ! They tends to play around with alot of girls and they loves hurting them . After each hurt , in order to save their reputation , they will bomb out a story and tell their friend saying it's the girls at fault . Take Jasreen for example , Benson break with her for his studies but he likes someone and he tell everyone he break with Jasreen cause she flirt -,- How can guys be like this ? They are the one that flirts or they are the one that want to break but they told a 100% different story to another person . It's 100% unacceptable ! Since they want to flirt and break , they should be able to take the title of the jerk ! But most of the guys are unable to accept this " beautiful" title ! But really the truth , isn't the title nice ? Most of the guys want it but they are unable to get it ! But in your case you are able so you must appreciate it . I shall go on and find out more about jerks and I blog it out for you guys !

Crazy Retarded People!

2011-02-26T10:30:00.003+08:00

I grew so many pimples over a short peroid of time . I think coz I was over angry with the stupid couples in school . Hope they " last long " . Don't tell them about it . They are stupid couples that have no place to romance so they have to romance in class -.- Stupid right ? Ashley mother was such a great liar . She said he wanna stop shly in getting into any relationship end up ? And she said he wanna talk o hui tong to my mummy . But i thinkt's just for how Didn't expect much from him . Now everyday after school hui tong is ashley dog following him wherever he go . I am giving a great opportuntily for hui tong to be scolded bitch next time :) Hope they can be scolded by ashley mother . Her mother also diliked hui tong . She liked me . :) But i hate her :) Coz of what she done to me :) I will never like her back !

HAHA

2011-02-21T20:03:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy :) Today Ashley phone get confiscate ! Good job Ms lee :) I love her to the max :) I'm evil :( Good luck Let ashley mummy scold him to the max tmr :) HAHA ! I'm evil :) SCOLD UNTIL HE CRY!!!! HAHA!!! Sian :( Tmr got thinking day :( I dun wanna wear that shirt tmr :( Very embarrassed :( I shall not think about it anymore :) I'm going to be a good girl and be good to girl guide :) Tmr i tell you more about the guides! Some more I'm the timer leh :(

TAN SHU LUAN

2011-02-19T13:41:00.010+08:00

My awesome cousin ! She cheered me up and she is the one I'm looking for ! My lesbian parnter ! Joking Joking :) She is the one that help me to forget that stupid JERK and she facebook to me about what is the actual meaning of bitch and what she saw on twitter ! Let me show you want she talk about in case you guys dunno .
She said
Hey , I found this on twitter & I think iIshould post this here ! Hopefully people out there will learn to be respected . :D " Respect other ppl 's relationship . Those who hase after someone who is already involved have no respect for themselves . " Not only she also find out the meaning of bitch for me ! Firstly , peopple call you bitch because they are jealous of you . You either prettier or much clever or maybe way too much better than them . JEALOUSY is the reason . Secondly , simply because you act as one , to destory other people relationship . Being the third party trying to break other 's people relationship . She also said being the third party trying to break someone relationship up is not me ! So she guess those are just jealous of me being way above them. that 's the reason why I 'm a bitch to them . So I dun have to worry about what they say . I guess it though me the way of life . So , I think I have already been cheered up and I have already forget about him . And waiting for my future boyfriend . Now , I gave HUI TONG my burden I hope she will love him and let her experience what I experience a year later .

LA~LA~LA

2011-02-18T21:54:00.001+08:00

So long never update le ! Later i want ask my cousin to teach me to do alot of things ! I find all my cousins are so sweet ! Dun you find them sweet ? Oh ya i got a new boyfriend his name is ryan! Next time i go add him and put the status ! :)

FUNNY

2011-02-16T16:22:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA! I saw a very funny thing! you know what? Want to know i tell you tomorrow! HAHAS!

2011-02-16T14:44:00.000+08:00

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner , I held her hand and said , I've got something to tell you . She sat down and ate quietly . Again I observed the hurt in her eyes .

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking . I want a divorce . . I raised the topic calmly .

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words , instead she asked me softly , why ?

I avoided her question . This made her angry . She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man ! That night , we didn't talk to each other . She was weeping . I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage . But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer ; she had lost my heart to Dew . I didn't love her anymore . I just pitied her !

With a deep sense of guilt , I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house , our car , and 30% stake of my company .

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces . The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger . I felt sorry for her wasted time , resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly . Finally she cried loudly in front of me , which was what I had expected to see . To me her cry was actually a kind of release . The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now .

The next day , I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew .

When I woke up , she was still there at the table writing . I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again .

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions : she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce .

She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible . Her reasons were simple : our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage .

This was agreeable to me . But she had something more , she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day .

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning . . I thought she was going crazy . Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request .

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions . . . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd . No matter what tricks she applies , she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully . .

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed . So when I carried her out on the first day , we both appeared clumsy . Our son clapped behind us , daddy is holding mummy in his arms . His words brought me a sense of pain . From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms . She closed her eyes and said softly ; don't tell our son about the divorce . I nodded , feeling somewhat upset . I put her down outsidethe door . She went to wait for the bus to work . I drove alone to the office .

On the second day , both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest . I could smell the fragrance of her blouse . I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time . . I realized she was not young any more . There were fine wrinkles on her face , her hair was graying ! Our marriage had taken its toll on her . For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day , when I lifted her up , I felt a sense of intimacy returning . This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me .

On the fifth and sixth day , I realized that our sense of intimacy wasgrowing again . I didn't tell Dew about this . It became easier to carryher as the month slipped by . Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger .

She was choosing what to wear one morning . She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one . Then she sighed , all my dresses have grown bigger . I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin , that was the reason why I could carry her more easily .

Suddenly it hit me . . . she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart . Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head .

Our son came in at the moment and said , Dad, it's time to carry mum out . To him , seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life . My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly . I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute . I then held her in my arms , walking from the bedroom , through the sitting room , to the hallway . Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally . I held her body tightly ; it was just like our wedding day .

But her much lighter weight made me sad . On the last day , when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step . Our son had gone to school . I held her tightly and said , I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy .

I drove to office . . . . jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door . I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind . . . I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her , Sorry , Dew , I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me , astonished , and then touched my forehead . . Do you have a fever ? She said . I moved her hand off my head . Sorry , Dew , I said, Iwon't divorce . My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives , not because we didn't love each other any more . Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart .

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammedthe door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way , I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife . The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card . I smiled and wrote , I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart .

That evening I arrived home , flowers in my hands , a smile on my face , I run up stairs , only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship . It is not the mansion , the car , property , the money in the bank . These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves . So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy . Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this , nothing will happen to you.

If you do , you just might save a marriage . Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up .

AWESOME

2011-02-16T14:16:00.000+08:00

The meeting was so so so awesome ! She say I must ignore them or I must keep on saying THANK YOU to them ! THANK YOU AH ! ! THANK YOU Hui Tong for taking my burden away ! THANK YOU hor ! Dun need say welcome cause I will shy shy de! Dun need make me shy and blushed ! Later everybody will laugh at you ! HAHAS ! ! ! Ashley ' s mother is a very good woman ! I admire her ! At the same time , I love her ! She still ask me cheer up and said 3 - 6 months later he will come back to me ! ^.^
I LOVE ASHLEY ' S MUMMY ! !

E-LEARNING

2011-02-16T09:09:00.000+08:00

Today i am meeting my favourite aunty ! *excited* *excited* But i dun want see until the peanut head! last time whenever i see him I'm so happy now , I'm so pissed off! Anyway e-learning i got morning calls from jngyi and Felicia they early morning wake up do! Felicia ask me to do or else later very laggy But now already very laggy :(

Bye bye off i go and continue to do e-learning!

AUNTY

2011-02-15T18:51:00.001+08:00

Thank you aunty for teaching me so much! Lianzi told me that it is impossible for somebody to forget the other person so fast. I dun think it is correct. Coz ashley could forget me so fast. She also said that ashley is deceiving himself. She also told me that if they every stead they will not last long. And she is sacred that once they break ashley will come back to me. After that Sujita told me that everything happens for a good reason! Thank you guys for cheering me up! I love you all! Today ashley mother came school and told teacher who saying that in Facebook. And teacher say it is a form of bullying. I dun care whether it is bullying or not. I trust you last time. Now i also will trust you. You guys wanna say me say as much as you can but you dun have to drag my mother in. Ashley this is the thing you have to know for sure. I NEVER REGRET BEING WITH YOU. I LOVE YOU! I WILL MISS THOSE HAPPY DAYS WE HAD TOGETHER! Bye i shall not talk more about his already. Coz it will just make me more sad. And MUST wish me good luck coz tomorrow I'm meeting ashley and his mother at j8 i hope we will get to a good conclusion tmr.

Everybody deserve a second chance

2011-02-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

Today my mummy went and meet Ashley mother . They talked for 2 hours :) And Ashley mother and my mother told each other that we brought presents for each other when we went overseas . I brought key chain , a heart shape lopiliop and a photo frame . His mother say he brought for me a bear . An expensive bear . His mother also said that Ashley is a petty boy and he can't keep his anger well . His mother gossip to my mother about him :) His mother likes me alot :) And told Ashley he won't let Ashley have another girl friend . I think cause his mother wants me back :) He doesn't want me :( But his mother said that if we ever patch , he will make Ashley do something very harsh . He still say : Ashley stead with me he had a goal . She stills say last year parent's meeting she told teacher not to let me sit beside him but miss tan allows cause she say I can control him :) I'm proud of myself :) His mother still say that she would not let Ashley have another girlfriend . I think she loves me .I love her too . She is my never to be mother in law . My mummy called him today . Coz of the bitch things and tell hui tong . She told Ashley to ask hui tong act pitiful and not to sprout nonsense . Want know more about today
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Valentine

2011-02-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

Today is a awesome valentine day . I love those who celebrate it with me . And Vanessa got a boyfriend on that day . Woots ! Last long . Just now I go Joey Facebook , is like ass la . Jingyi finds him ugly . -.- Jingyi say ashley more handsome . I was like WTF are you blind :) I think I can't handle relationships :( Sorry ! I can't handle it :( I really can't handle it . You see me and Ashley ? Me and **** . End up also break . :(

I want either than back ! Valentine is so harsh for me ! I dun want the world to celebrate this occasion :) This is touring for single ladies . Bye shall not blog :)

MY DEAREST ♥

2011-02-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

The smile i got when i stead with ASHLEY ♥

WILL ASHLEY COME BACK TO ME? YOU KNOWLIFE WAS SO HARD WHEN HE LEFT ME! :( I TRIED NOT SCOLDING HIM END UP LEH? I STILL DID AND I WAS SO SO SO GUILTY ABOUT IT! LET ME CLARIFY SOMTHING! I NEVER CALL HUI TONG'S FRIEND BITCH OR WADEVER! I CRACK MY HEAD ON MY VOCABULARY JUST SO SCOLD HUI TONG! IF I SCOLD HER FRIEND RIGHT, I WILL DIE SIA! ITS SO HARD TO WIN THE BOTH OF THEM!
I WANT ASHLEY BACK! FASTER SEND HIM TO ME!

NO LIFE

2011-02-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

I'm so sad and feel so diasppointed in Ashley! All the promises he gave were all lies! He gave me hope and now? He left me abandon me in the deep sea and left me struggling there. He almost kill me by cheating me to the sea. I will never trust him again but wad can i do? A year isn't a day isn't a min isn't a sec. He can like hui tong for so fast. But I think partially is also my fault to encourage him to go for his CCA ! All thanks to his mother! His mother wanted him to go for his cca so i lied to him saying if he ever goes, I stead with him. And indeed he did and i stead with him. but you must considered all the reasons. 1st - Hui tong is in EXPRESS! 2nd - Hui Tong is in band. 3rd - Ashley messages her everyday. Furthermore, he dun mind letting his phone confiscated by teacher just because of her. Am i too stupid to stead with him or wad? Instead of putting my anger on Ashley, i put in on Hui tong. Am i right or wrong? I think i am wrong but i cant re-wind the time to take backs all those words. Im sorry! But you did your part on scolding me back too. Didn't you? Ashley Lau you told Vanessa that they were my dog. But aren't you my dog too? Last year everyday after school follow me wherever i go. Now ? Do you ever think he will patch with me? My mother disliked him to the max! So does all my cousins! They hate him for cheating on me :( But wad can i do? NOTHING!! He dun love me anymore. The more i see him , the more i can tell he is flirting with the GERMAINE! She is a attention speaker. She tends to attract alot of attention in class. She seems to have no classmates . So everyday she has to go with the boys to let them flirt with. She isn't pretty! Is he doing that to make me angry or wad? WAD CAN I DO? ADVICE ME!!